You should have known
Chapter One
She looks fine. It looks like she's just a simple girl, trying to survive high school. She complains a lot in exams and school works but never fails. She looks like she's always lazy, but honestly? School works are always first in her lists.
She always laughs hysterically every time she saw or hear something funny, like she has no problem in the world. She jokes around pretty much every time, and you could say she has a witty brain.
She has cool friends you always wished to have. Their squad is one of the strong squads in school. They never fail, active in school activities, and have pretty faces.
After knowing all this stuff? You started to think, she's very lucky. You wished you were like her. Live her life 'cause it's more easy than yours.
But didn't you know?
She suffers because of her mom. And her dad. And her whole family. Along with her friends, and the people around her.
Her mother isn't supporting her in anyways. Financial support? Moral support? None. She's trying to understand her mom, knowing she's not the best mom. But every time she repeat this to herself, it won't work. Her mom, will always find a way to show and let her feel unwanted, useless and a trash.
And her mother never fails to make her feel this way. She believes she's a useless trash that's unwanted and hated by the world.
Her dad? Is a drunken a**hole. Everyday he drink his ass up with loads of bottled liquor. He hurts her feelings everytime his not in the right condition. Like her mom, he doesn't support her in anyways. She tried reaching out for his dad every single time she has a chance 'cause her dad is different from his mom. But ever time she tried? It won't work. Her dad was never proud of her, doesn't react or even smile when she said she had an A+ at Biology class last Monday.
It's always like this.
Her only support was her grandma, but she always suffocates her. Like her cousins and aunts.
Such a life, right?
Back in her highschool life, she never fails because her distraction in life is studying. It's her own way to get away from all the problem she faces in life, to get away from the real the world that she fears from. To avoid reality.
She's obsessed with books and bands because it's her way and only way to make herself feel wanted. She felt happy and loved when she's busy with this stuffs.
Their group friends look like they don't have any arguments and such. But as you enter the circle? You'll realize how f*cked up they are, one is childish, one is always misunderstood, one is full of pride. So everytime they had fights? It's really hard to fixed it.
She always thought she's the one who always made mistakes, like she's always the reason behind every problem they had. She can't share her stories to them, 'cause she's to shy to let them know. She can't let her feelings out 'cause she know they'll judge her. And she has been judged a lot of times.
Been called a slut. A lot of times.
Been called a gold digger. A lot of times.
Been called a bitch. A lot of times.
But never knew her story..
And they should have known.
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A/n: First One shot I published! I just tried breaking your hearts, 'cause that's what short stories to right?! Okay, maybe some of them. Haha!
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