Five Seconds// l.h

Chapter 11

Breath thickening, my palms began to sweat as I attempted to answer. What was I supposed to do. What's wrong with me? I'm in love with Frank, I shouldn't be stuttering. But Lu-. No. Frank, It's always been Frank, I love Frank. Still on one knee, his brows were furrowed beneath his uncertain eyes gleaming in the flash light of video phones.

"Yes. I will marry you." I felt my smile begin to widen as Frank shot up and picked me up, embracing me as he spun me round. Cheers and applause echoed throughout the building as Frank slid the ring on my finger. The giant smile on my face was impossible to get rid of. I was so happy. I glanced around to find the blond boy who I thought was about to say something but he was no where.

He must have left when... I slowly felt my blood run cold as I looked down at the diamond ring on my finger and my smile faded to the memories of the time Luke and I had together that I'll never get back. I'll just have to forget about it. Our memories and moments began to rush down my face as I flicked them off.

"You okay babe?" Frank asked
"Yes! Course. I'm just so happy." I lied. Cupping his face i pecked his lips before breathing out "I love you so much."
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Two hours until Frank and I had to leave for our flight back to America and I couldn't help but feel a missing gap.

A really big gap.

Throughout the journey to the airport I had listen to Frank talk about business and the people he had to go through. It wasn't that Im not interested in what he does or how it goes.

It's just, I wish we could have a conversation about how we feel about things more often rather than throwing hard cold facts at each other. This flight was gonna be long.

Boarding the plane, Frank and I found our seats in first class and made ourselves comfortable while the flight attendant put away our extra baggage. The plane lifted from the ground and I felt my heart shatter into a million pieces.

With furrowed brows I glance out at the hazy orange sky as pictures of the time I had here flashed all at once. I'm going to miss this place. And that tall blond dork.

I'm gonna miss him so much.

We'd been on the plane for about three hours and Frank was asleep. I was watching movies while eating cold pizza that I had in my carrier bag. Finishing off my sixth slice of pizza i gulped down some pepsi then searched for some napkins. I was too lazy to get up so when I couldn't find any i placed both hands on the back of the seat in front of me and gently pressed my fingers on to the fabric, attempting to clean my greasy fingers.

The movie finished and I was getting pretty sleepy so I decided to switch to music. Flicking through the genres, I try to find a playlist which I will fall asleep to.
As I scroll down there was one that caught my attention. 'Punk// green day, blink 182, simple plan.. And many more!' With my chosen playlist I embrace my blanket and shut my eyes.i don't know why but fast and energetic music relaxed me.

The first couple of songs were great. Green day - Basket Case, All time low - Stella ect.. In the next song the best was hip hop like. I've heard this before. The lyrics began to come through and my memory began to jog. 'I need an alarm system in my house so I know when people are creeping about, these people are freaking me out'.

I began to smile, remembering that this was the song Luke had on his CD player in his car before I threw it out the window. ( Good Charlotte- Wanna live ). As my toes started tapping my head gently bobbed to the music as I laughed at the memories Luke and I had.

(2 days arriving home)

Frank had planned out an engagement party for me and him. A bunch of our friends and co workers were gonna be there. 4pm. The hairstylist Frank had hired for me arrived.