Was it an Escape?

Intro please?

It was enough tiring for me to spend any more single hour with him. I don't even know why do I feel this sort whenever I am near him. He sounds irrational attractive to me. As if my hormones get a quick rush inside of me. Such an outburst,OMG what am I just speaking in my head? This can't be, I never liked him and no chance I can't crush on my best friend's crush. This is ridiculous.

"So I would like to know you more Ily." He asked in a gentle tone.

I have never felt like this way before. It's hard to explain but certainly it's not love but I never talked with him before and still I used to hate him. I always get confused, perplexed while replying him. It felt so strange. I suddenly after few secs," What ?" I felt so stupid, after thinking so much in head that's what I replied him. He might be thinking me such a dumb now. Well I met quite an impression.

Ugh, ma'am  Intro Please? He said in such a formal tone.

I couldn't resist myself and say This was way too formal, but as always I staggered and replied " Ma'am?".

Hey ily, are you fine? Is your health alright? He inquired. It was such overwhelming he sounded so caring, I know he taunts me every freaking time but I don't know did he mean this or again another sarcastic reply. I got anxious well more certain a rage kind off nervous breakdown as if I can portray him with all the girls of my school and that me more crazy about him. I don't know how did I be so violent but yes I kinda yell and spoke," What do you think yourself huh? That every girls fall for you doesn't mean your charming caring attributes gonna make me fall for you. That was enough of you being so sarcastic. I am fine and go find your timepass material in school. Tell me every time I walked in front of your class, I tried to see you but well as usual it made me crazy, girls flocked around and don't you have words to make them go away from you, even not in harsh tone but can't you say that is too cosy for school...." 

Before I could speak any line further I see him coming close to me and suddenly he kissed me, God it was my first lip kiss. I continued with the flow. My cheeks flushed red and I got pleasure, is that what they call. I don't know how I become so ignorant, rough and ughhh confused with words. Surely he brings out the worst in me. But I got the pleasure in his kiss.

I kept on going with his flow. He started settling my tangled forehead hair and suddenly he took his hand inside my crop top, he touched my tummy, Oh god ! I never felt this way. How someone's touch is so electrified and passionate. I touched my body but never felt this way. I kept on moaning, I don't know I liked it and I don't want him to stop.

He further asked, "Weren't you touched before?"  I was in shame I looked down, I had no words but my little things wanted him to keep going on my body. I sound so perv! I have never been this way. I replied him," NO"

He took this hand away from my body. I wanted to ask "Why did you remove it"? Before I gotta say anything he replied," Oh no, it's okay. I was going to fast".

After hearing what he spoke out, I felt was did I sound weird. But nevermind it's not me who started all these, it was his fault. And my orgasm just bumped up. Well it's teenage,it happens.
To sound I didn't even bother what happened a fraction second ago, I spoke out hey let's watch some horror shows and have fun. Even Halloween is near.
"Kiddo it's not my genre". - He replied in such a tone as if I asked him to watch Mickey mouse with me.

Deep inside I felt, what was he thinking I would tell him to watch some fifty shades. How dare him. The revolting me was firing up.
"Okay better you scroll your phone and see if any girl is there to hook up".
I replied. Huh mini me from inside again started speaking of the line I spoke him maybe he will find me interested. I am so silly.

"Hahaha, it's not that easy". He replied
I was stunt, he's replying so sober to me but what did he mean by saying not easy. Maybe he didn't know I literally spotted him with many girls in school.
"Hey? Hey? Ilyyy??" He spoke to the silence I created speaking to my mini me.
"Ugh nothing, just deep thoughts you know. Well I gotta go now to my room, I have homeworks to get done with. So you can be please seated here and get anything you want to accompany yourself with I meant if you feel hungry, go get to the fridge."
I replied. Well I was again off the topic but I don't know why do I get so confused.
He replied, " yeah sure".