Hes great. He makes me feel safe and happy and warm and fuzzy and all that dumb shit everyone says love is. But when he talks to hachi like he talks to me... I get jealous. I wish I knew him like hachi does. I wish he loved me like he loves hachi. maybe dating him would get rid of my jealousy
Maybe hes just another hyperfixation. Maybe im phyching myself into thinking i like him out of boredom. Maybe I'm lose all feelings I could possibly have for him in a month. Then I'll just end up hurting him and he'll leave broken and hachi will distance herself and nothing will get better.
maybe this jealousy will pass. I sure a fuck hope it does because I cant be making any stupid desisions like this. I dont want to lose them but it looks like im gonna need to chose.
maybe he would cheat on me with hachi.
