LUNACY!

発生 i .

but you doubt that you had a very sad life . as you hugged your legs you silently closed your eyes , the noises you made had died down , but your tears just flowed continuously .

you feel like , when you were alive , someone came . someone pulled you up and helped you stand on your own feet .

may it have been a parent , a sibling , a friend or a lover , you wanted to at least remember what they looked like or what their names were .

but with how you are now , you'd probably just have to wait until some huge supernatural comes and eat you , a small weak spirit .

you can't expect someone to save you , when the only name you know is yours , when the only thing you know is that you remember nothing .

you're alone .

and the mere thought is tearing you up all over again . just how much stock of tears does your body have ? you're getting tired of all these crying .

他の。 ━━━ he walks , with not much in mind , probably looking for something that he can use to waste some time . he dragged his feet through the long halls , his amber eyes out to gaze at the moon outside . the moon , the one thing that person he cares for , loved .

his choppy hair sways as he takes small steps . his orbs continuously looks about , in search of something , anything . all the other spirits and supernatural are busy somewhere and he's pretty bored . his assistant and that simp also had gone home since earlier .

oh how he wished something amusing pops up out of the blue .

and as if his wish was heard and granted , he passed by a certain classroom , and heard sobs .

a girl's , to be precise .

he paused in place , his head turning to look back at the room . hearing the crying go on . a small smirk on his pale , porcelain-like face . his huge eyes closing half way through .

he was about to slide the door open , when the sobbing of the unknown stopped and all he could hear was small whimpers .

as luck would have it , he slid the door open silently . he was expecting a small girl crying in one of the seats in the huge classroom . but it was divergent , the lone crier , wasn't seen anywhere , but was heard in the storage locker on the side .

his eyes landed on the said furniture .

well , now he knows why she was crying .

his feet then turned to head for the said girl . he didn't really have much conviction , but he's sure it's because he's bored .

the locker was locked .

his hand had gone and forced it open , leading to its poor destruction , despite how he could've just turned the poor thing . the black floating circles around him , seemed to be calm , despite how they usually fuss around when an unknown is around .

the door slowly opened , with the help of his hand .

and a girl , hugging her knees , with a tear stained face , in a gray dress , looked up at him with glossy eyes , greeted his topaz irises .

継続 。 ━━━ the moment those dull golden eyes looked down at you , you felt nothing but serenity .

"Hm , I'll take this one ."

a view of the same man , in clothes all black , in a very dark place , he points at you .

your eyes widen . do you know this stranger ? not knowing it yourself , you had pulled yourself even further from him .

as he crouched down , with a small huff , he gazed at you with his head tilted to the side .

"So , it was just you ."

hearing his voice , felt , surreal .

a surge of the unknown enveloped you whole .

you felt uncanny , as you lowly uttered a name you didn't know you knew . "Tsukasa-sama...?"

as though his presence sucked all the air in your lungs , you remained to sit there , feeling yourself , engulfed in such feelin , alien to you , when you uttered that name . your face was instantly showered with fear when he answered , "Huh ?" he seemed startled with how you spoke his name as though you were dying to see him in person . well that would've been true if you weren't already deceased .

sophisticated , your eyes shone with how your tears reflected the light of the moon outside . he felt like he was drowning slowly . he shakes his head .

"I don't think I've ever seen you before , but let's get you out there first ." he suggests , placing his hand before you . you didn't know who he was , or what he was , he was probably a supernatural like you , as he could see and hear you .

you didn't know why , but your eyes shifted to his face , he facial-lized his confusion yet again .

and like a huge wave of whatnot washed all your other thoughts away , you felt yourself raise your arms , reaching him slowly . your body slowly colliding with his , personal space , locked with one simple movement , his arms that were about to pull you outside , hanged in the air , in vain , as you approached him yourself .

hands held each other behind his neck , your head fitting right between the intersection his neck and shoulder made . this spot , this position , this state , seem too awfully appropriate , in your mind .

his name , his face , his actions , you feel like you've all witnessed and lived , even made memories with them before .

you felt like you knew this man .

"Oh , what's this ?" he spoke , feeling your tight hold around his body , how your breaths felt warm despite how lifeless you're supposed to be .

"Help me , Tsukasa-sama ." his name rolled off your mouth as though it was meant to only come out there and nowhere else . he should be finding both your way of addressing him and your actions as something peculiar and weird , yet he simply awaits another session of your stifling deeds .

but you simply let out a breath , yet again . the left over tears you have , dripping on the sleeve of his clothes that was awfully different from what the one you saw in the sudden flashback , wore .

and as if that breath announced how tired and exhausted you were , your eyelids felt heavy , as heavy as lead .

it was odd that he didn't push you away , and it felt warm that he held unto your back with one hand as the other went up and patted your head .

"I wonder what you need help with ." were the last words you heard from him , as everything you saw was swallowed up in a void filled with the darkest color ; black .

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