~Feelings~ |tommyinnitxreader|

-twenty five-

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I walked into my room, It felt like I hadn't been in there in forever.
Everything was the way it had been when I left. Messy and disorganized.
I flopped on my bed and went on my phone

Tommyinnit

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They had blocked him before I could say no...

Noah

Should I? No.
Did I want to? Sadly...yes.
I know I shouldn't, I know I should block him...
No. I'm acting crazy... right?
DEFINITELY.

Noah

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"Y/n?" Andrew knocked on my door.
I opened it.
"Here..." he smiled handed me food and I closed my door.
I knew Andrew didn't do anything. I knew I shouldn't have hated him. However I couldn't help but feel like he was apart of the reason.

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5 months later

"Y/n. Make sure you have good manners."
"Yea and don't forget to not talk to the strangers."
"I know, I know." I giggled and got out of the car.
"Be carful."
"See ya y/n!"
"Bye. I know."

Finally they left.
I walked into Kayla's party expecting there to be a lot of people. We had become good friends... she was someone who I could talk to.
"Y/n!" Kayla came up behind me and hugged me.
"You scared me!"
"Sorry" she laughed.
"You know a lot of people."
"It's my 17th birthday! Of course I'm going to invite everyone I know!"
"The only person who's going to be at my party is you."
"Oh come on!"
"It's true!"
"I cant be your only friend y/n."
"Well ok, you and Coal."
"Your boyfriendddd"
"He's not my boyfrienddddd."
"Mhm... sure y/n."
We both giggled.

"Oh! Can you help me make the kool aid for the punch bowl it's getting kinda low!"
"Sure."
"Just to let you know there is alcohol in the kitchen."
As we walked I saw the snack table. The punch bowl was full.
We walked into the kitchen. Everyone was drunk in there.
"Coalllll"
I knew Coal would be drunk. That's the only reason he even probably came to this party.
"Hey Kaylaaaaa" they both laughed.

"Oh I forgot to tell you y/n! I needed to invite one adult but I got the best adult all the way from Britain!"
"Who?"
"Me, obviously." I could hear Wilbur say.
Over time I hade grown to hate Wilbur... Tommy... everyone who I had depended on.
"And guess who else!?" Kayla acted excited.
"Who?" I knew exactly who.

"TOMMY!!" As soon as she said that a blond haired boy came in with a girl, he was wearing red hoodie and the girl was wearing a red dress.
"Hey Kayla. Happy birthday." It was Tommy.
"Thanks Tommy!"
"Y/n!" Kayla shouted.
Everyone looked at me.
"Yes Kayla."
"Aren't you excited?!?" Her smile was wide. Not wide enough for me to care.
"For what?" I just decided to play dumb.
"Are you serious?" Kayla looked confused.
"Your y/n right?" The girl said.
I smiled.
"Yes I am!"
"Wow you are really pretty."she smiled.
"What?"
"Tommy tells me all about you!"
"I'm sorry I don't know anybody by that name."
"What?" He opened his eyes wide.

"Coal, you wanna go see if we can spike the punch bowl?"
"No way are you doing that y/n. I'm right here." Wilbur put his arm out In front of me.
"Come on y/n! I already did earlier, but now I get to do it with you!"
"Y/n. Don't end up like him."
"It's better then ending up like you."
I moved Wilbur's arm.
"Y/n are you alright?" Kayla walked with me.
"No, you think I'm actually going to do it?"
"Well..."
"I needed an excuse to get away from them. I hate them."
"Y/n... they both care about you."
"It's your birthday Kayla. Have fun."
I walked outside and immediately regretted it.
"Fine." Kayla walked away from the door.

It had gotten cold outside. What was I supposed to do?? Tell them I hated them? Tell them that I had moved on? Making myself angry just added to the flame that was already burning... that had been burning since that day... I'm not looking back now!

"Y/n. Your going to catch a cold."
"I'm fine."
"So you do know I exist."
I turned around.
"Oh. It's just you."
"Y/n. Kaylas crying. On her birthday."
"Go comfort her then."
"Y/n. Your her best friend."
"And?"
"You should go comfort her!  Listen. I'm not going to sit here and you brush me off."
"Then leave."
"Y/n, listen."
"What do you think I've been doing?"
"What's your problem?"
"You."

"Oh... y/n is this about Julie? Are you jealous?" Tommy mad a pouting face.
"Why would I be jealous?"
"Why not?"
"Why would I be jealous Tommy?"
"Why not?"
"Stop"
"Why?"
"Tommy stop, your acting childish."
"No, your being a party pooper."
"And?"
"And I don't like party poopers."
"Well I don't like you."
"Aw that's sad."
I rolled my eyes and started walking away.
"Where are we going?"

"I'm walking away from you."
"Why?"
"Tommy, stop."
"No, I don't think I will."
I started walking faster.
"Y/n. Your slow. Your not going to lose me." Tommy caught up.
"Who says?" I walked faster.
"I do." He caught up again.

"You wanna race?" I asked.
"Ha you'll lose in 10 seconds"
"No, I think I'll win."
"Mhm sure y/n."
"Let's go then."
"Eh I'd rather do this." He smiled.

He grabbed my hand and started running. There it was. The feeling I had felt anytime I was with Tommy.

"I CAN WALK!"
"I would've won!" He smiled back at me almost as if he was mocking me.
I held his hand and ran next to him.
" I think we would've tied."
"Oh really?" His smile grew wider and he stopped.
"Tommy!" I fell backwards.
"Y/n. Your really clumsy" he said catching me mid air.

"Yea well if you had debt have been such an idiot and stopped-"
Tommys face was blank and he was staring into my eyes.
"Your really beautiful y/n."
I got up.
"Tommy. Did you have any of that punch?"
"No, I just thought you would've liked to know"
"Oh...uhm. Thanks?"
He smiled.
"Are you cold?"
"A little but its ok."
"Here." Tommy have me the hoodie he was wearing.
"Oh no it's okay!"
"Take it." Tommys face was serious.
"Okay, okay."
"Are you going back to the party?" Tommy asked.
"Well I have to make it up to Kayla, so definitely."
"We better get started then."
Tommy grabbed my hand and started running again.
"Tommyyyy" I held Tommys hand and ran with him.
I smiled at him.
He smiled back.

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THATS THREE.
Love you all! I hope you enjoyed. Also this part is extra long because I don't know if I'll be this ready to write tomorrow :)

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