~Feelings~ |tommyinnitxreader|

-twenty nine-

A firework exploded and I snapped back into reality. I looked at my phone to check the time.

7:46pm

A weird time to start fireworks...
"FIREWORK" Caleb jumped up and dropped his lollipop.
Then came the tears... and the yelling and crying.
"Here you can have mine." I gave him the unopened lollipop I had in my pocket.
I didn't want it anyway.
"Da da yook!" He pointed to the now empty sky.
"I saw. But they don't start till 8." Andrew picked up Caleb so he could see better.

(They had seggs to make Caleb. Just a reminder)

"WHen is Mr Tommy going to comeee??" Caleb knew that once Tommy was here the fireworks would start. That's how it had been for the 3 years he was alive anyway.
"I'm already here." Tommy smiled as he held some sort of candy.
"YAYYYY"
"Here you are!" He handed the candy over to Caleb and smirked at my sister.
My sister glared at him.

Another firework went off.

"Mr Tommy you like fireworks?" Caleb asked.
"I do!" Tommy said.
I checked my phone once more.

8:00pm

Just as I looked up a bunch of fireworks went off.
"YAAYYYY!!" Caleb's smile grew wider and wider as each one went off.
I didn't plan on watching the fireworks I had to go pack up my things so I could take them to my collage tomorrow. I took summer classes to graduate earlier then usual.
"Ok I've got to go pack my things." I got up and started walking inside.
"I'll help you if you want." Tommy looked at me.
"Sure." I didn't mind.

We walked upstairs to my room which was a mess.
"How do people's rooms even get this bad?" Tommys eyes were wide.
"I don't know. But I have to make sure I get everything for my dorm."
"How long are you staying in your dorm?"
"As long as I need to."
"Yea but how long is that?"
"Until January."
"JANUARY?!"
"Yea, of course I'll get about a week break if I choose for Christmas but after January will be my actual 5 month break."
"Your school is so weird."
"It's not. It's just what classes I chose."
"Oh look!" Tommy handed me a weird bracelet.
"What is it?" I took it and looked at the heart on it.

There it was. The bracelet that I had been given over 4 years ago. The bracelet Tommy had used to tell me how much he loved me.
"I can't believe you kept that!" Tommys looked excited.
"I guess it just never got thrown away in the mess."
"Mhm I bet you kept it so you wouldn't feel guilty!" Tommy was teasing but that was actually the truth.
"No way!" I rolled my eyes and handed it back.
"Why are you handing it back? It's not mine!"
"Technically it is."
"No, I gave it to you."
"Ok but I would feel weird having it, especially since you don't feel that way towards me anymore."

It was true. Me and Tommy had been friends throughout each other's relationships and breakups. Tommy had moved on, As had I. Even now, Tommy had a girlfriend.

"Yea, but it's proof that at one point I had feelings for you."
"Exactly. Weird."
"No it's not!" Tommy started laughing.
"Ok...if you don't want it put it in the trash bag."
"No. I'm going to put it somewhere you can't reach it so your forced to keep it."
I sighed as Tommy put it on top of my doorframe.
"I don't know why you want me to keep it so badly, especially when you have a girlfriend."
"Yea, her." Tommy made a face when he said that.
"OoOo, relationship problems. Do tell."
Tommy rolled his eyes and smiled.
"I don't know, it's just weird."
I raised my eyebrows.
"I guess I just get paranoid."
"About what?"
"I don't know, I just feel like she hates me sometimes."
"Like when?"
"Like yesterday when I was finishing packing, I kept asking questions and she answered then like she hated me.
"How so?"
"Like when I asked her what she was doing she answered with 'nothing you would care about'"