𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧. ➯ b.jc ✓

스물하나

❝ i'm getting dizzy, help me. ❞

꒰ jacob. ꒱

after another nightly call with seha, i couldn't sleep again.

i didn't even know what to say during our conversation. heck, i didn't even know what we were talking about.

i mean, she was the only one talking so i don't know what she was talking about

my head is full of what younghoon knocked into me.

seha? feelings?

whenever i think about it, my heart kind of swirls.

but why?

..i don't know? i answered my own question.

i then rolled on my bed, trying to shake off the thought until i fell, making a loud 'thud'.

"jacob?! what was that?!" i heard mom from downstairs.

"nothing! it's all fine!" i replied.

i climbed back up my bed and wrapped myself in my blanket like a human burrito.

what does younghoon mean to be more honest with myself anyway?

am i not?

i sighed, "i should get some sleep.."

i finally closed my eyes and slowly drifted off to─

no, who am i kidding i can't sleep

°

"jacob, wake up!" an oddly familiar voice spoke.

i grunted & then slowly opened my eyes.

i wanna sleep

but as soon as i saw seha's face so close to mine, i jolted up.

"s-sEHA? WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?"

she laughed at my reaction. "your mom let me in."

i looked at my clock. "i-it's already 12 pm?!"

seha nodded, "what were you doing last night? you were sleeping so deeply that i thought you were dead"

my heart rate went from 60 to 200 beats per minute.

"y-you saw me sleeping?" i asked, embarrassed.

she nodded, "of course, i did."

"also," she grabbed something from my table. "what the hell is this"

she showed me my lockscreen wallpaper on my phone,

which is the screenshot i took of her when she fell asleep. (on chap 18 열여덟)

oh no i got caught

first of all, why did i─

"i-it was just a rare sight so.." i reasoned.