𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧. ➯ b.jc ✓

스물

❝ you're distracting me. ❞

꒰ jacob. ꒱

seha and i are now in my room.

i decided not to show her the attic yet because some 'encounter' just happened.

i looked over at seha, who was frowning as she held kobi.

she still loves younghoon..

but, why am i worrying about that?

the two of us were silent. i was just staring intensely on my notebook.

i just realized how cringey the lyrics i wrote are. why and how did i even come up with this?

and what even is my inspiration to write these kind of things?

i just quietly sighed & looked at seha again.

"are you hurt?" i asked.

she looked at me, "hurt? no."

"i meant like.. don't you still.. love him?" i said & nervously gulped.

she let go of kobi. "dunno."

"what do you mean, you don't know?"

"feelings are all over the place" she sighed and laid down my bed. "it's tiring me out."

"well then, are you, perhaps, sad?" i asked again.

"..not really."

that relieved me.

i stood up and held her hand, pulling her up. "come, let's go to our hideout!"

"all of a sudden?!"

i dragged her out of my room, with kobi tailing after us, and running in the storage room.

"go up!" i said and she climbed up the ladder.

i carried kobi & climbed up too.

"w-whoa"

seha looked around. the new look of the attic is just simple, though.

i just placed some fairy lights, some pillows & blankets, and also stuffed toys.

"whoa, there's even snacks in here!"

oh, and a snack cabinet.

"do you like it?" i asked.

she excitedly nodded, "of course, i do!"

she then snatched a marshmallow bag. "i could even live in here"

she sat down on a bean bag and ate some marshmallows.

i giggled and sat on the bean bag beside her. "you wanna play some games?"