Forevermore

Part 2 - I

**************Just a little note. A song that gave me vibes is " The Feeling - Justin Bieber ft Halsey" its for the Dream/Memory part of this chapter!**********Sorry this chapter is a little sort! I promise to make the next better!!!****************

"What is it to be princess?" his movements were slow but approaching you.

" I want my lightsaber back then maybe I'll say yes.." you huffed. If you were to either die or join them you thought joining would be the best option. firstly you could spy on the first order to find out key attack and try to find a way to report back to the resistance. There was no giving up. You knew  it would only be a matter of time before Poe, Chewie and Finn came to find you.

"im sure we can come to some sort of compromise..  but for now... Vircul get her." Ren spoke calmly moving away to watch.

"don't mind if I do.." Vicrul mumbled while he tilted his neck to either side cracking it, then rolled his shoulders while approaching you to intimidate you. your body tensed for a moment trying to take in what is happening. as he approached you, his weapon was drawn. Instincts kicked in making you slide down onto the floor under him to face his back while he tried to hit his annealed phrik scythe blade towards you.

"What the fuck? I said ill join you. what are you doing?" you gasped facing Ren. Vicrul groaned and turned to face you trying to hit you again with his  scythe blade. You nearly missed it as it caught onto your shoulder grazing it slightly, showing some flesh with a scratch of blood.

" You're weak... wait pathetic even. You shut yourself away from the force. I know Liea was trying to help train you when Luke abandoned anyone who was left. You were so strong once and you let love get the best of you!. So weak and pathetic" He spat staring at you as you laid on the floor underneath Vicrul.

Nothing could explain how you felt in that moment. It was as if a switch just flicked in your mind and with a sudden bust you went feral. Holding your hand towards Vicrul you sent him flying towards the other knights as they caught him, falling back onto the floor themselves. This was the first time in years you felt the force flow even a pinch through your body. The anger the degrading sent you over the top.

" YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME." You spat back walking towards him like a bomb about to explode. "If anything you're the pathetic one. You're weak. You want everyone to fear you yet you look like a idiot in a mask"

matching your pace he walked towards you until your body's were almost touching. " I'd be careful what your next would are pet." The knights got up as quickly as they could walking towards you but kylo signalled them to stay back.

A little grin spiked across your face " You. Are. Pathetic."you said slowly as you tip toed to try to get to his eye level with the mask.

" Oh you're going to wish you kept that mouth shut.." with a swift movement Kylo held your neck tightly hovering you slightly so you were exactly eye level. His grip tighten, while your hands tried to grab onto his to let go as you heart raced and breathing staggered. " I'm sure I could find another way to shut that dirty mouth of yours up. But I'm sure you'll soon beg me to do it without me needing too." He smirked behind his mask then suddenly dropped you onto the floor.

You gasped to air trying to steady your breathing as your hands slide to your throat trying to ease the pain he just inflicted on you. Was he sick in the head or were you for slightly liking how it felt to be dominated. You shook the throughly out your head and tried to regain your balance standing up while he began to walk out of the room.
" You begin your training tomorrow 6am. DONT be late." His voice faded as he exited while the knights followed his lead.

"Asshole." You whispered to your self as two storm troopers walked in to escort you back to your quarters.

Once you reached your quarters you changed into a pair of blacks and grey sweats to get comfy. The two stormtroopers from earlier were still outside your door guarding it. As easy as it would have been for you to tackle them to sleep you gave into the realisation that nothing you do will help you get off the Death Star. It was just a waiting game for now. Heading into the bed you tried your best to get some rest before having to deal with Rens bullshit tomorrow. slowly you drifted into a deep sleep as you laid in the middle of the bed.
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