i was laying on my bed, bored as hell. classes were suspended since it was a holiday. while scrolling on instagram, i came across chan's new post.
——
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
@bangchan_ 💓🤭 liked by sanaaa._ , minhoiscute , hwangjin , seo_binnie and 2,967 others comments: > seo_binnie: omg are ya'll- 🤔 > bangchan_: 👀 > sanaaa._: i had fun today! ٩(๑> ₃ < )۶♥ > bangchan_: me too :)
——
three hours ago
i messaged chan, asking him if he wanted to go to the mall with me.
[ to channie 🐺 ] > channieeee lets go to the mall!!
[ from channie 🐺 ] > sorry lix, but i have to study. i'll go with you next time.
[ to channie 🐺 ] > oh... > its okay :) seen.
——
yeah right, studying.
he could've just told me, instead of lying to me...
chan knows that i'd understand, so why did he need to lie?
he's also been acting suspicious these past few days so i wasn't thatsurprised.
chan has been ignoring me and seen zoning my messages. at first i thought he was just busy with school, but i found out that he's just hanging out with sana.
i try to not make it obvious but it hurts me deep inside.
——
"yongbok!! come down here!!" my mom yelled from downstairs.
i stood up from my bed and went down the stairs, not bothering to remove my earphones.
"mom what is it?" i said, still not looking up from my phone.
"chan's looking for you." huh— why would he look for me? wasn't he ignoring me?
"tell him i'm not home." making my way up the stairs before an arm pulls me back.
"felix." ah...that familiar voice...wait— CHAN?!
"w-what are you doing here?!" pulling back my arm as i looked at him with a confused and shocked face.
"you weren't answering my messages, so i was worried!" he said, looking at me sternly.
"says the one who ignored me first..." i muttered, hoping that he didn't hear.
"..sorry" his cold voice suddenly diminished.
"it's fine i guess..." i said softly, dropping my gaze to the floor.
"i promise i'll make it up to you." he said before engulfing me in the warmest hug ever.
chan's hugs is one of my favorite things. he just feels so warm and it gives me butterflies...
i have clearly fallen in love with this man.
"promise?" holding out my tiny pinky.
"i promise." he looked at me with those beautiful eyes and it made my heart all fuzzy.
——
chapter two is published ! thank you for reading, it really means a lot <3 also wtf- its been 61 days without hyunnie and i'm losing my sanity 😭 - h.
