God is a journey we have absolutely no clue about. The more that we know about ourselves, the more we know about our God. Is God self-inhibited Creature Whose only interest is to be worshipped? One may believe so. In this case, one would refer to the god of the Earth. However, I believe that God made me in his image, infinite and complex. So I could never comprehend. God didn't really intend me to comprehend, but to FEEL. And so he gave me joy and bliss and love waiting for the moment I'll even know about its presence. No, I do not think he will be amused to see me struggle. Just as a person doesn't enjoy seeing his baby falling on his knees, neither would God enjoy see his creature die slowly from pain. However, I know that God has wounded me. He was wounded me when he left me on my own, in this big world. And that, I am trying to forgive. They''ll always sugarcoat things when it's sour but let just say; I could be somewhere else. Maybe as terrified. Maybe not. The truth is that one choose one's vibration. Of course, they are advanced beings who we secretly admired that have much more capacities to do that than we can but sweet words are always more welcomed than harsh realities so I will stick to what I know is true. And that is, one who's in alignment with God will ALWAYS have more power than any other being who is not aligned with his Will. That means that one can be severely wounded, on the heights of enlightenment, and still feel very lost and confused, sometimes traumatized. However, I don't think God forgets. He'll, one day or the other, in this infinite timeline, bring back the truth and love that this individual has in fact always deserved. Sometimes, maybe God finds it eaiser to bring that himself than rather seeing the individual looking infinitely for itself in the outside environment. But, for the strong and willing, there is always the magic of Oneness to operate and bring forth what is needed, at the exact right moment.
Namasté for today.
