⥽ karlnapity oneshots

~insecure~

TW body checking, intrusive thoughts, and self harm

Quackity stood in front of the mirror studying his body. He was ashamed he hated how small he was how big his thighs were. He looked in the mirror not liking what he saw. He grabbed at his thighs. He was short, pocket sized. He didn't know what his boyfriends saw in him.

'they don't love you'

'they hate you'

'you don't deserve them'

'you ruined their relationship'

Quackity didn't know what was happening with him. until he realized he was sitting on the bathroom floor sobbing. 'FUCK w-what is wrong with me.' he thought curling into a ball. He walked slowly down the stairs to see Sapnap and Karl cuddling without him. He grabbed a small sharp knife and slowly walked to the bathroom with occasional sobs.Karl woke up from hearing a small sob while he saw the small boy walk up the stairs. He saw a light sparkle from a silver blade. He followed Quackity with small footsteps so he didn't startle the boy. 

Karl was still far behind the smaller one. He heard a door shut and heard someone slide down the wall to the floor. He ran to wake Sapnap up. "Wake up! Quackity is acting strange." he whisper yelled shaking Sapnap. They heard a quiet scream coming from the bathroom. They ran up the stairs not knowing what the small boy had done to himself. "BUBS LET US IN!" Karl said shaking the door knob. The sobs growing louder.

'they don't love you'

'they don't care about you'

'your worthless to them' 

The intrusive thoughts led to louder sobbing. They heard another quiet scream with more sobs. Sapnap looked under the door to see a small puddle of blood on the floor. He yanked the door open to see the small boy sitting on the floor in a small puddle of his own blood sobbing. Karl ran down and took the knife before Quackity could hurt himself even more. Quackity was staring at his wounds, two slices right next to each other on his left arm. He looked at Karl who was hugging him like he would never see him again. Sapnap came in with a first aid and a towel.

Karl helped Quackity up while Sapnap was cleaning up the blood. "Bubs what made you do that. " Karl asked while leading him to the living room. "I-I t-thought..." he broke down in sobs. They started to wrap his arm up from the cuts. "I thought that y-you guys didn't love me a-anymore." He said in in between sobs. Karl finished wrapping his arm and said "bubba we love you and nothing could change that. If you ever feel like this again please don't go to harm yourself first just tell us." Quackity looked down at his cuts. "y-you g-guys looked s-so happy w-without me." he said. 

"Honey." Sapnap said while grabbing Quackity's chin to look at him. "We love you and that's all that matters. We'll always love you." he kissed the small boy's forehead brushing his hair away from his face. "i-i'm sorry" Quackity said wiping the tears from his face. "we should be sorry. we were the ones to make you feel like that." karl said while hugging quackity tighter. 

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