P.S. I Love You

Chapter 2

“Okay, my turn!” Kylee handed you to white box.

“No card?” you asked.

“It was for my eyes only. Me and Zayn got you though babe.” She winked, making you smile.

You opened the white box to see a tight black dress poking out of it. You held it up for all to see. You smirked, a light feeling of humor came up.

“I’m gonna be a hot mamma!” you laughed shaking your butt in the seat.

Everyone laughed, happy to see you smiling.

“My turn!!” Courtney yelled opening her letter.

Courtney,

Hey girl, how’s my girl doing? All you need to know is Kylee got the dress, you got the shoes. Make my girl have fun, not too much fun where she brakes her arm again! I’m not there to carry her out of that bar. But if it happens…and a guy comes up, doing what I once did, let it happen. It’s a sign. But one important thing, only if she’s ready. I don’t know how she’s holding up. I don’t think it’s too good. She’ll probably sit at a table and not do anything tomorrow night, so get her really drunk so she has fun. Wait for that next letter hun. 

Lots of love,

Zayn

“Well, now my job.” She said, happily.

Red pumps emerged from her large purse. You laughed, knowing she was happy with her match up. You hugged Kylee and Courtney, knowing that they were going to make sure you had fun. All eyes were on Niall now. He quickly opened his letter. He was like a little kid on Christmas. It hurt you to see how much everyone missed Zayn. It wasn’t just you. Zayn held everyone together.

Hey Ni,

How ya holding up bud? I gave you an important task, and that was to get that letter in there! If you’re reading this I guess ya did it! Good job. Niall, I miss you, ya know? Ziall for life babe. haha, I hope that made ya smile. Niall don’t ever forget you are my little brother. You mean the world to me and we share a connection that a lot of people never get to feel. Niall, find your princess. I know ya got Kayla, but we all know it’s not her bro. I don’t want to hurt you, and if she’s there right now…then this is awkward! haha. But Niall you really deserve that princess of yours because you can treat a girl better than any man can. You can probably treat Allie better than I ever could…Bro I love you and I want you to know that when you join me up there, I expect a Horan hug. love you.

Zayn

Niall was bent over the letter balling his eyes out. The boys engulfed him in a hug, but he pushed them away. He stood up immediately , walking over to you, picking you up like a baby. You wrapped your legs around him, hugging him. He sat down with you still attached to him and began to rock. You started crying, understanding that you two knew Zayn the best. it was like breaking up the 3 musketeers. The sound of ripping paper brought you and Niall out of your trance. He set you down, kissing your cheek and walking back to his seat, wiping away stray tears.

Li Li!

Hey babe. How ya holding up? God I hate asking that. Well Daddy, you gotta keep my girl safe tomorrow night. Because I know all of those fools will get drunk and forget about keeping her safe! So make sure she doesn’t break her arm because I think it’s cursed! haha. I love you Liam. Okay, sentimental part. Liam, you don’t understand how important you are to me. You’re like my older brother, always making everything okay. We immediately became close when we got put together. Remember that day? Ahhh great times. Well you already know how much I love you, so I’m going to try and not make you cry anymore. Love you bro. I’m waiting for ya xx

Zayn

Liam smiled. You could tell he was content. Content with getting another letter from him, content with just getting something from Zayn to show a speck of him still being here. These letters were more than just objectives. They were something keeping us still in touch with Zayn.

BooBear,

How ya doing beautiful! ;) Your job, is to get my girl dancing. She hardly did it with me, but with you, she would dance whenever, anytime of the day. I don’t know what it was, but it was okay. So when you get to the bar, get a few drinks in you and take her dancing. Make her have fun whether she wants to or not, because you always made her smile. You’ll be hearing from me soon. Love you xx

Zayn

Louis smiled, nodding at you, showing you he was going to do what Zayn asked, no matter what, and that was okay with you.

Harry,

You already know.

Zayn

“Wait what the fuck was that!?” You all stood up. 

You weren’t ready for that. You weren’t ready for the letters to end tonight. You wanted more. You wanted to hear people read those letters. you wanted to hear the humor in his letters, picture him writing these. You just wanted him. 

“I got my letter earlier this week. He told me not to show any of you. I have special instructions.”

You sighed, sitting down, putting your head in your hands. A small tear escaping your eyes. You didn’t sign up for this. You never said it was okay to fall in love with someone and have them ripped away from your life. You never knew it would happen to you.

***

Everyone left. You sat at the table, dress and shoes sitting on your lap. Your letter laid out in front of you. You smiled, feeling like he was sitting right in front of you. You swore you could feel his rough hand rub your cheek. His hot breath tickle your cheek, and warmth lay out over your cheek, like a peck. Hair swept out of your face, then nothing. Like he had gotten up and walked away, yet left you with something of his…you looked down at the letter laying in front of you.

P.S. I Love you