Love the way you lie

Love the way you lie 19

The days passed slowly for Sam as she was now back in California. She did not miss a thing. Home was here. Not new york. She knew things would never be the same. and she was ok with that, for now.

 Caleb was no longer speaking to her. None of them where.  She didn't mind. How could she? they didn't care. She knew Brian would never think of coming here. He probably thinks she is still in New york waiting for him.

Sam eventually found a job at a local restaurant near where she lived.  It was quite and peaceful. She could not deny that she still think of Brian often. she missed her necklace and all the memories that went with it

But it all didn't matter to her, She didn't matter to him and that was the way it was going to be from now on. It was something she would just have to get used to. The thoughts of Brian never left her mind. The nights sitting alone in the apartment never left her mind. It all stayed impacted like it would never leave her, And maybe it never would.

 (Brian's P.O.V)

I sat at the apartment looking thought all our old pictures. She was beautiful and I messed it all up. All because I had to party and get drunk. She left me when I brought home Bridget. I don't  blame her for leaving

She had every right to, I wish I could make it better but I can't. I wish I could bring her back home and make her understand that I take full responsibility for my actions. I just want to hold her again and be with her again, Hopefully she comes to the wedding. I can be with her then.

I need Sam.

I love Sam

I have to get to California

(Normal)

Sam made her way over to another table. A couple just left, He proposed. Of course she said yes, They where so happy together. Sam missed that, She missed everything about being a couple. She missed the romance and someone to hold her at night, More importantly she missed Brian and as hard as it was to admit that. It was the Truth

The truth she had been hiding since she went on tour with the guys, She wanted to tell Brian her every thought  that went through her head. She wanted him to know what she thought about her, And what she thought of him cheating on her

Sam wanted Brian to understand her and she wanted him to only be with her. All she wanted was for him to love her again,

But those days where long gone. Sam went to bust another table. She wished Brian had proposed. He never would have thought of that in his life.

Sam decoded to move on.  Brian or no Brian Sam would have to move on. She wouldn't like it one bit, But it was for the best. Maybe she would get married like Johnny and Kat one day. As the thought danced in her head she began to smile and think of the days ahead.