𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙙𝙞𝙙 𝙒𝙀 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙣 ~ 𝙖 𝙡𝙖𝙢𝙚𝙡𝙤 𝙗𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮 (EDITING)

𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙙𝙞𝙙 𝙒𝙚 𝙙𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨

"That brings us to this one how did you feel about LaMelo cheating? "

"Hurt. I mean I wouldn't have felt good" she laughed

"But I mean we were filming for his family show so they got a little of my reaction on there but here 100% no filter I can say this so we don't ever have to talk about it again. Melo and I...we're obviously not the most ideal or predictable couple and probably wouldn't have known of each other if we didn't accidently meet. But building a relationship with him as friends and letting it grow I felt like I had found a missing part of my life. Not only was he just great to hang out with and talk to ,but he had his life together and a goal he'd do anything to accomplish. So falling in love with him was so effortless and inevitable I let it happen. I never once  thought what happened would've happened because I was very much secure in myself and our relationship to believe he'd always stay faithful. Unfortunately that wasn't the case and when I found out about what happened I," she took a deep breath and blew off reading some comments coming in like

aww don't cry

he didn't deserve you

melo is stupid

my heart hurts for you

"Uhh I was broken, bad. Like I had all these emotions and thoughts just hitting me all at once it was a lot. I had so much to think about in so little time like everything happened so fast. I ended up spending time with my mom to think and I thought I came to a decision but by the time I had saw him all that went out the window and the pain came rushing back in so we talked and I said stuff I didn't mean. I was so ready to give up because I was so hurt I was ready to throw away our relationship, the pregnancy, myself, I was really done." she continued

"But when I left his parents house as some of you out in L.A found out again thanks to the media there was an accident I got in to and I promise it was God himself who saved me and my babies, It really made me think even though I had temporarily lost my memory, when it did come back the decision I had to make wasn't just for me or about me anymore, how would it affect my girls moving on and could I even move on. I prayed a lot and talked to God realizing that this was ultimately a bump in the road to test us and i'm rambling again but just know I believe I made the right decision and forgave him and we're happy, I'm so happy right now."she smiled

"Moving on @PaigeFavFan said Pregnant, What,When, How"

"Okay so I know I have in the past made comments about never wanting kids and stuff or no time soon but God I'm so grateful for my little family. So I found out I was like 2 months pregnant in October and no one really knew I was literally gonna keep it a secret until I felt ready myself and wrapped my head around it. The day before the draft the same night everyone found out ab yk what, I was too excited and just told his mom so Ms. Tina was the first to know, my mom next then him and everyone else after."

"I stayed in the hospital after the accident under supervision because I almost went into preterm labor but the doctors were able to stop it. Before I got to come back home we found out about the twins and that they were girls. I kinda made the decision to keep it just close friend and family knowledge because of all the drama already circulating."

Knock knock

Paige turned her head up towards the room door as it opened and her man entered holding a bag from Del Taco and a Dunkin coffee cup a smile spreading across her face

"My bad I didn't know you were doing this right now" he walked up behind her his tall frame not even being seen in the camera, just his legs.

"Thank you bub" she smiled taking the coffee out of his hands and he leaned down to place a kiss on her cheek as he started to walk out the room Paige read more comments