Complicated love

Part 30

Hi all

Long time,

Ragini confessed her feelings for Laksh  to Ishaan and Sanskar heard her.

Here you go:

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Ragini has never felt this kind of shock ever in her life. She wished to be anywhere than here at this moment. She was not able to move, breath or even blink her eyes. Why why is this happening!!

Sanskar was in completely messed up state. Ragini confessing her feelings to Laksh was the last nail on his love for her. Now there is no chance at all for them. Only now he realised that deep down  he hasn't actually given up on her. He wanted things to be same for them as in past, that's why he decided to leave. But somewhere in his heart, he had actually hoped that his absence would evoke feelings for him in her heart. But now..

Still looking in another sense, this is good. He can go abroad with a closure. And the way she cried, it showed how deeply she is love, how can he not support her when her feelings is so strong, he has to be her strength, after all he loves her. And he can never see her crying. It made guilty that it's because of him she is  not confessing to Laksh. No this can't be done.

Sanskar took a deep breath and held her shoulders.

Ragini looked at him, she tried to say something, but her throat was so dry.

"No don't say anymore, I heard what I had to" Sanskar said while wiping her tears. Ragini shook her head in No.

Sanskar smiled. " It hurts, it hurts so much that my love for you got a closure now, it hurts to know that there is no more hope for us, because deep down I wished there was hope."

Ragini again tried to say something, "please let me speak". Sanskar caressed her hair. Ragini started crying again.

"I miss you Rags, I feel so guilty that you had to hold back your feelings for him because of me. I am sorry. I should not have confessed to you. I would not have , if not for Laksh's encouragement. "

Even in this shocked state, she felt her heart bleeding, Laksh encouraged Sanskar, she was getting more proof that Laksh doesn't have any feelings for her.

"I am not blaming him, but.. I wish I didn't confess. I am sorry... But promise me... Promise me that if you ever think that he is having at least some tiny feelings for you, you won't hold back yourself. You must embrace that feelings, don't hold back for my sake. "

Ragini again shook her head in no. Sanskar caressed her head again, " Promise me Rags, I don't want you to go through these stuff I had been through, though it hurts a lot, I genuinely hope that he too has feelings for you. Because I love you Rags and your happiness matters a lot to me. Promise me Rags." Sanskar forwarded his palm to her.

Ragini kept looking at his palm, Sanskar sighed, he took her hand and placed it over his. Smiling he said "from now you won't hold back yourself okay".

Ragini couldn't control anymore, she hugged him tightly crying again. Sanskar smiled and hugged her back. He again felt that warmth in her embrace that he missed from the day he confessed. Now he became even more determined to work on his feelings for her. He wants to return back as her friend. Her friendship means a lot to him and he can't afford lose that.

Thanks for this closure Rags, even though it hurts me now, I know this is the best for us. I now have a reason to let go my love for you. For I need to get my best friend back. I promise to get us back. Sanskar thought.

Mauli wiped her tears hugged Ishaan. " Atleast they are trying to get back, I am glad". Ishaan too smiles  wiping his tears and hugged her back.

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