Asylum

Here I lay drowned in my thoughts,my demons I have fought. I lost to them... I lost everything I had 'cause to them,I let my demons taste the satisfaction of defeat yum! They say as my blood hits the floor. I was sent to this broken asylum for I am insane,i lost all my sanity to me demons and I'm the one to blame. I cut to distract myself,I feel like an elf. so small & never seen,freedom is what I dream. maybe I should just end it once & for all, I feel like a doll. A thing that someone can control, I guess that's just how life rolls. You get used & played with then you just break down, then nobody wants you all you can do is frown. You also self harm to try & numb the pain,all my color drains. I can't take it anymore,I remember when I was four.when I didn't give a damn to care what people think, I then grabbed a gun & cock it then BAM I'm gone in a blink. I left my cruel life behind & my bullies are the ones to blame.