The Broken Family

My Dear Boy

SPOILERS FOR TOMMY'S STREAM EARLIER TODAY! (march 1st)

Tommy had gotten stuck in the prison...but Sam couldn't let him out.

Not yet.

He didn't want this to happen.

It wasn't supposed to happen.

He's not supposed to be there...

He wasn't...

supposed to...

Sam was freaking out when he found out what Dream had done. He couldn't...

He was helpless?

He...

He should've been faster!

Tommy was working on gathering things for his hotel. Sam saw him and decided to check up on him.

"Hey Toms! How are ya?" Sam asked walking towards him. 

Tommy looked at him with a smile.

"I'm feelin' pretty good...but there's...something off. Like something is incomplete." Tommy said looking to the side.

"Well...that could be a lot Tommy. A lot could me going on mentally. you've been through a lot these last few years. And you haven't had a real parental figure in who knows how long." Sam said patting him on the back as they walked together.

"Well...I have you now don't I?"

Sam laughed a little.

"Yeah, I suppose you do."

Tommy smiled and gave Sam a hug.

"I'll be there for you no matter what."

Sam thought on those words.

His 'son' was dead.

He had gone through so much...

And now...

He just wanted to kill Dream himself.

When he told Tubbo and Ranboo, they didn't believe him. 

Jack on the other hand,

Jack understood loud and clear.

There was something off about it. 

He thought he had more time...

He didn't think Dream would hurt Tommy.

He didn't think Dream would kill Tommy.

"Oh Tommy...Please forgive me..."

"For I was not there like I had promised."

Sam closed his eyes for a moment, all he remembered was Tommy begging to be let out.

If only he had let Tommy out.

...

If only he was a better dad.

He sank down to the floor, leaning against the desk and just started to cry. 

This was his fault?

Why couldn't he find where the explosions were coming from.

And why did Tommy have to die?

He suddenly had the idea...to call up Ponk.

The phone rang for a bit before anyone answered.

"Hey Sam what's up?!" Ponk said with much joy in his voice.

"Ponkie...something bad happened." Sam said through tears.

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"I should be happy about this..." Jack said to himself quietly. 

He wanted this.

He wanted Tommy dead...

So why did it hurt so much?

Why did he feel like he was missing something.

He supposed that it was because he had an obsession with Tommy.

A toxic obsession, but an obsession nonetheless.

He wanted to celebrate this. 

He wanted to be happy about this.

But...He didn't

He didn't...

He didn't feel at all like himself.

It's as if his whole reason for coming back from the dead was stripped away from him just like that.

why was he hurting?

Why are you hurting?