destiny

No Way

There I was kissing my partner her lips were so perfect and soft as I turn away not even for a second and it's Camila I felt my heart drop and I woke up my girlfriend was confused and asked "What's wrong?" "are you alright?" I simply replied with "of course I just had a jump scare in my dream" she simply went back to bed....

while I was up all night wondering why after all these years my love for her comes back now there wasn't a trigger I had no way to reach her or even contact her the chances of me ever seeing her again were 1/10000....

I thought I moved on with my life turns out maybe I was just in denial about my feelings and I hid them and my girlfriend was the replacement but I love my  girlfriend, but yet do i? I do right?

Hm, Whatever I just need her out of my mind. Not like we would ever happen I denied it and she has moved on the chances are so low it's impossible yet never say never...

I had work but I was all over the place since that dream I needed a distraction as I walked over to my beautiful girlfriend Daya, "Hey baby I got to go work at the bar now I will be back in a bit" she replied with "okay where's my money" I totally forgot "oh here 50$" she was obviously a good digger but I didn't want to end it cause I'll feel lonely and that's the last thing I need to lose someone so important just like Camila...

I looked down at the ground and sighed
As I got into the car slowly driving to the bar I look away then looked back and there she was crossing the street in front of me I was so confused telling myself "maybe I'm hallucinating" "there is no way" my heart dropped and I was shaking I didn't know what to do if I was crazy...

I just closed my Eyes for a minute then there were cars honking and shouting I drove away and went right inside the bar not giving a damn who or who wasn't there.....

I begin to take orders and pour drinks for people before it was even 10 minutes of being there she walks in.....

my heart stopped I felt all of my love shatter as if it was rebuilding she looked right at me and I looked right back, you could see the pain in her eyes of how bad she missed me and wanted a hug.......

I couldn't help but get up get my self together and I walked right up to her and asked what she would like she smiled as If she finally got something she's wanted for a while then I look forward and see shawn I was mad I was just a shamed
She got up and went to the bathroom....

I walked right up to where I was aka behind the counter and waited making sure she was okay then I started to worry it was over 5 minutes so I got back up and went in.....

I sighed and was telling myself "i got this", she was crying trying to process maybe. I walked up to her and I wasn't thinking it I just hugged her......

I felt comfort as if she was the only person I had like all my problems faded in the air. She looked up at me and mumbled "Thank you" I smiled As I replied with "Don't mind it you needed it"....

She wiped her face continued to try and calm down she couldn't so she hugged me like, I was the big spoon. She hasn't gotten taller she is still just as short as I remember....

I wanted to tell her that I "Loved" her but I definitely couldn't and now I knew I really did want her to be mine all the denying and ignoring my true love for her.....

I rubbed her face and said "Hey its okay your okay there's nothing to cry about" she looked up at me and said "Yes there is I left you all alone knowing how much I loved you I was so caught up in the fame I lost the most important person in my life"....

I took a deep breathe and said "Camz you didn't lose me you just had a purpose and dream so you followed It even if I was mad I'm not going to hold a grudge against you, you were happy and healthy that's all that mattered".....

she looked up at me and smiled I kissed her forehead just like old times. I snapped into reality and was freaking out "I'm I am so sorry I'm so stupid" she looked up once again and said "no your not I needed that Thank you" I was speechless.....

Then it hit me "Shoot I have to get back to work", "can I get your number" she replied I was just in shock and I gave her it. Then I walked out got back to work as If nothing happened. Maybe it was destiny falling into place,
I not only needed this but I wanted this....