Light of Hope (S.W. Series)(SOON)

Prologue

"Hi Aonani. Are you fine?" nagaalalang tanong sakin ni Calayla.

Nasa park kami ngayon sa may Cranberry. It's now Sunday, there's a lot of people here specifically many families. There's also a lot of kids running and playing with their friends, while their parents are talking with another parents. This kind of view is really beautiful because all I see is a happy and complete family.

A kind of family that I also want...

Humarap naman ako kay Layla nang bahagyang nakangiti. "Of course, I'm always fine because I need to."

Mukha naman syang hindi naniniwala sa sagot ko. She's really a true friend because she will know if your telling the truth or not. She can know if I have a problem or not and having a friend like her is really a blessing.

Ilang minuto lang na katahimikan ay bigla ulit syang nag tanong, klase ng tanong na ayokong sagutin, dahil ang sagot na iyon ay maaaring makapag pabago ng lahat.

"Aonani ... sure ka ba sa gagawin mo?" Nagaalalang tanong ni Layla.

She knows what I'm planning to do, she's against that, but as a friend she said to me that even she doesn't want me to do that, she will always support me.

Hindi agad ako nakasagot sa tanong nya , ayoko naman talagang gawin ito pero I don't have a choice.

Alam nyo yung nakakalungkot? Yung tipong gusto natin yung isang bagay, o isang tao pero hindi maaaring maging atin .... and I think that's how people's life work. We can't always choose what we want because we need to choose what's right.

And the saddest part is, I want to be with him forever, but doing this is the best choice.

"Yes ... I need to do this because I love him"

I don't want him to lose his family because of me. Family is too precious to lose and I don't want that to happen to him, because I know how it feels.

And it's really fucking hard.

Family is the real one that will always love us, the one who wants the best for us and the one who doesn't turn their back from us. He have that kind of family that I don't what him to lose.

That kind of family that I don't have.

Hinawakan naman ni Calayla yung kamay ko.

"I will always support you Aonani and I won't leave you alone". Nakangiting sabi nya sakin.

I just really hope that she won't leave me because I can't afford to lose someone again. I smile at her and I also hug her. I'm really thankful for having her in my life.

Makalipas ang ilang minuto, I decided that I will do the right and best choice for us... even it means stepping forward without him.

"Thank you for being the light in my darkest night, my sunshine.... please don't let that light of yours fades away."

Love,
Oralee Aonani Erendel

That's the last words I wrote in the letter with a tears in my eyes.

Maybe I'm meant to be in the dark forever.... but I'm thankful to be loved by him.

He's a light that gave hope in the darkest days in my life. My sunshine that makes me smile when I'm sad and my love that will always stays in my heart.