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TW!!

I woke up with Vinnie next to me. I don't hate him, I just, can't trust someone right away.

Flashback

"JASON PLEASE STOP" I say hitting him. "You're mine. No one else's." He says while ripping my clothes off. "I WASNT NEAR HIM! THATS MY FRIEND'S BOYFRIEND" I fight back.

I got raped.

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My boyfriend at that time, Jason. He didn't let me hang out or even see any boys. This time he went off.

I don't know what happened or what did I do for him to hit me like that. But at least I'm not with him anymore, thank god.

"Nai are you ok?" Vinnie says looking at me. Holy shit I was crying. "Oh I'm fine" I say giving him a weak smile. "You can tell me everything Nai. That's what friends are for" he says. Friends. That word didn't sit right with me. "I don't want to talk about it" I say quiet enough for him to hear me. If this was Jason, he would've beaten me until I tell him everything. Instead, Vinnie hugged me.

"It's ok if you don't want to talk about it. Just know I'm here for you" he says. "Thank you vin" I tell him.

Time skip

(Corona doesn't exist)

I was at the zoo with Vinnie, Mia, Thomas and Calvin. I love animals so much. I got to carry a fucking Koala. Thomas was giving me weird looks. I have trust issues so maybe it's just that and I'm overreacting.

When we were driving back Thomas called for the seat next to me. Kinda weird but ogey. Mia was at the passenger's seat and Calvin was driving. Thomas put his hand in my thigh.

Vin

Nai
Thomas' hand is in my thigh. Please help. I feel very uncomfortable.

Vin

Fuck.
Nai try to move so that he can take his hand out.

Nai
Ok.

I move to the opposite side of him and he takes his hand out. He then puts his hand back in my thigh but with a tighter grip. He then tightened it ever more and more until we got home. As soon as we got home I ran to my room and straight in the bathroom. I cried so hard.

Minutes later I hear a knock. "Can I come in" I hear the person say. It's Vinnie. "Is the bedroom door closed" I say. He hums in response as in yes. I slowly open the door. I run into his arms, crying. "It's ok Nai. Please don't cry" he says, comforting me.

"What did I do to him" I say in tears, questioning why did he do this to me.

"It's not your fault. Ever. Come, let's watch netflix."

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It got real dark omfg