When 7 turned to 0

Chapter 1

Harry Lewis was always an outgoing, funny, witty individual but since he moved to London that all changed. He was always quiet, except for when be was filming a video with the Cal's or the sidemen when he would put on a persona so know one would think he was being too boring. And if he was being honest with himself he hates every second of it.

Harry POV: I'm filming a video with the Sidemen today "Tinder in real life 2" and I am dreading it. I'm tired of putting on this fake face and pretending that everything is okay, when in reality I want to curl up in a ball and never have to speak to anyone ever again. But YouTube is my job and I can't just skip it because I'm feeling depressed. That's not what I am in the Sidemen for. I am in the Sidemen to make them happy and the fans happy. If that means I'm not happy then so be it.

JJ POV:
I have just arrived at Harry's apartment to see if he is ready to film our video. He is already half an hour late. 'Yo Harry. You there?' I hear sniffles coming from his bedroom 'Harry?' I walk into his room and see him crying on his bed eyes red and puffy. 'You ok?' He looks up at me and it's worse than I thought. His eyes are bloodshot and his nose is running like crazy. 'Jesus Harry are you ok?'

'oh yeah probably just allergies'

'allergies my ass. Harry what is wrong'

'honestly Jide it's nothing'
I could tell he was lying and I was not going to let him get away with.

'Harry Christopher George Lewis you tell me what is wrong' right now or I take away your Xbox'

Harry POV:
('He's not gonna leave so you may as well tell him')
'um promise me you won't tell anyone else'

'yeah sure'

'ok um well it a started when I first moved to London. I was missing family I had never been away from them before unless it was to film a Sidemen video at the old house. Don't get me wrong I loved it but as time has gone on I have just been feeling as if I'm doing as well anymore. I'm not progressing further. I can't think of good enough video ideas. my views are going down. I hate filming. I hate editing. I hate posting but I have to because if I don't then I get hundreds of messages asking why I haven't posted or when the next video will be out. I don't want to have to deal with it anymore. I can't and I won't. i don't want to have to deal with all the hate comments that i keep getting about not uploading a video each week and i don't want to have to dal with the stress of having to try and think of video ideas and then filming them and editing them and posting them and then seeing the shit amount of views that the video will get. I....

'Harry mate.' 'i hate to say it but your videos are better than mine so i don't why you're stressing.'

'I'M STRESSING BECAUSE I DON'T FUCKING WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE JJ!! OK?'

'Oh'
'YEAH SO GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY APARTMENT'

JJ POV:

I leave Harry's apartment distraught how could he not want to do YouTube anymore. His videos bang.
I make my way back to my car and get in sitting in silence as I drive back to the location of the newest Sidemen Sunday. Thoughts run through my head 'what made him feel like this? Did anyone tell him that cause if they did then they're gonna have to deal with me.' I arrive at the YouTube headquarters and make my way to our shooting destination.

'yo JJ. Wait, where's Harry?'

'he's not coming simon'

'What do you mean he's not coming?'

'he doesn't want to do YouTube anymore'

'WHAT!?'

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Okay so that was the first part. i hope you enjoyed. make sure to vote and the next part should be up soon.

Thanks,
Annabel