𝐃𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 | 𝚜.𝚛

𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒇𝒖𝒏 𝒅𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒕...

The girl didn't know how to feel at times because she saw his face wherever she went, it was inevitable to escape him. She let him go, though she still feels for him, she feels lost and hurt and anger only looking at his stupid face as she phrases it. He couldn't care less if she got hurt or if she missed a day of work, she wasn't his problem anymore and he wasn't hers. Between the two there was this unspoken understanding that they both despised the other, he had stopped being too confusing for her and she had finally found something to feel towards him, something that wasn't love . . . or that's what she wants, to feel something that isn't loving, she doesn't want to love him because she knows he doesn't feel the same and she wants to be fully devoted to the blonde she's now with.

She feels like she's only giving half of her to the blonde while the doctor has her other half and unbeknownst to her she has the doctor's half as well.

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The now official couple said their goodbyes at the bookstore cafe, where the doctor and the agent once went to for dates.

They gave each other a passionate kiss on the lips not knowing when they are going to see the other again but wanting to last until Evan's phone began to ring, a call from his manager wanting to know where he is.

At 6'o'clock y/n stood there as she watches the boy who seemed to make her heart return as a whole walk away into the crowded streets, where she decided to take it among herself to get a cab to the BAU to finish paperwork she hasn't gotten too.

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The doctor decided to stay back tonight

He saw the pile of paperwork y/n had on her desk and so he took it upon himself to do half of her pile for her

He's supposed to despise her well being but he can't, he can't bring himself too

He still loves her even though there is a zero chance of her getting back with him

Though he's accepted it

He knew what he did was wrong

He didn't pretend

He didn't pretend to cheat on her

He only pretended to love her

It was confusing for the doctor

But that love only ended becoming too real for him so he became distant

The rues had to come to an end at some point

Though he and the team don't know how they are going to tell her

He never really loved y/n

He loved Maeve

Until y/n became more constant in his life

Their meeting in that cafe was by accident

But his decision for them to become a couple wasn't

He insinuated it

He had too

He never wanted to manipulate the girl

The girl he does love

The chief was the manipulator

The chief told the doctor what to do

The doctor was only a puppet in the chiefs' show

And the doctor has no choice then just go along with it

Everything that happened to the pair was on a level of realness and fakeness

Until it became two years in