February 16 2021
I confessed to you today after 4 years...I had hope that you might have felt the way that I did you lead me to believe that you did but you still loved her. you told me that you weren't over her and that I wasnt thinking this through. I loved you for 4 YEARS that's the longest I've ever liked someone. You were eith her a year ago and I waited for you I waited. And this year you told me that i was perfect cute adorable funny that i made you smile. You told me that if you could be anywhere in the world right now it would be next to me. And I believed you I believed everything you said. And I let you in and I held on to the hope that maybe finally you felt the same way. And the worst part. Is that you broke her the girl you still love I comforted when she cried bc of you we both still loved you but said we would let you decide. And you decided to break her and now you broke me. If you loved her so much why did you let go? And if you still loved her why did you tell me those things? Knowing how I felt. And even after all the things you did, why do I still love you? Heck why do I love you? Is the way you understand and always know how to make me life is it how the smallest things can.make you smile your passion on the things you love? Why do I love you? And why domt you love me? Will I ever be able to let you go? Please....love me.
