"so when are you going to tell him"

"soon as i can" abi said

~

Harry was next to abi on his phone tweeting some things rubbing her thigh. Making it more harder for abi. Abi looked at him opening her mouth then shutting it 2 second later. abi couldn't say this to him. just couldn't but she is going to have to. she took a deep breath and gupled.

"ha-" abi stuttered but harry didn't hear from how queit it because of her mumbling. Abi just curcled into a ball tears running down her face.

"abi abs what's wrong" harry shaking her shoulder then pulling her into a hug. Abi felt safe less stressed but still couldn't speak. Not one word. "abs you okay tell me" cradling her side to side. abi shaking her head. harry pulled her away and abi looking down not atually at him while biting her lip "abi tell me what's wrong you haven't been right since you came back from work tell me" harry rubbing her forearm. Abi opened her mouth stuttering. "come here" harry not hearing her do that in a long time and hating it. she hadn't stuttered in front of him in a year. "do you want to show me" harry suggested abi thought about it seeing that she can't speak so she nodded pulling away getting her bag throwing it to him. still standing at the door. Playing with her rings on her fingers

harry look at the black bag then up at abi nodding to open it. so he did. he opened it to six perancy test five of them said positive

"oh nelly" harry said dropping the bag walking oer to abi hugging her tight. Abi again crying into his shoulder and harry trying to calm her down. harry then being them both back to their bed laying on to while abi cried into his chest. hoping she doesn't come up from the water in his eyes seeing her so hurt.

~

Abi was asleep but in uneasy sleep. Harry could hear a breathing was heavier and fast. He closed his eyes then playing with her hair knowing that calms her down it did a little bit. She was still breathing heavy but it wasn't rushed like before.

Harry thought she was breaking up with him. because some crazy fan had told her and photo shopping photo which were fake. harry had to admit seeing the tests was a relief but then rememered what it meant

~

Abi sat up from laying on harry chest. Wiping away the tear tains on her cheeks. harry watching her start picking at her nails. so he pulled back her into a hug then whispering "it your choice. support you through whatever you choose" harry then pulled her face away stoking her cheek abi nodding putting on smile on her face and harry smiling back then hugging her again. Abi was glad he was supporting her but that wasn't the answer she wanted him to give. why is it only her choice?

~

1st march 2021

Abi saw sitting quietly while harry did a sidemen reacts. It was just perfect time for it to be about fucking kids. children brilliant however children who were murders but they were still talking about children. abi looking at harry but he was watching the video or talking about it so abi sign queitly. pulling out her phone and going through twitter for a bit.

Harry had finished filming so turning off his camera. moving the amazom boxs to the end of his bed to open them and putting the new go pros somewhere. Abi sign again before looking up at him

"so what do you think i should do" abi asked harry

"i told you want ever you want to do" harry said simply

"okay but what do you want" abi questioned

"whatever" harry shrugged

"whatever" abi scoffed

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