Red Like Ruby (Mostly RubyxDyrroth)

Embers (Ruby x Alucard Angst!)

"I'm an idiot." she mumbled to herself.

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"You're a fool you know." Granger said as he played with her hair as they shared her bed after an intense sexual intercourse.

"I know but I love him. Having another woman is nothing as long as I'm the one he comes home to." Ruby replied as she buried her face into his chest inhaling his intoxicating aroma. His scent is so similar to Alucard that Ruby allows him to be his proxy. Even when Granger is the one inside her, it was Alucard's name that she shouts out with vigor and longing.

Ruby's been having a sexual relationship with her boyfriend's best friend since Granger agreed to have no strings attached. Even so, she can't exactly deny that there's a sparkle in his eyes when he stares at her. The same sparkles that Alucard used to have when he looks at her.

"Why don't you choose me instead? I won't do the same things he does to you. I won't make you cry and I will keep you company forever." Granger offered as he laid his face upon her bosom and began rubbing his cheeks with her soft fleshy mounds.

"My best friend Guinevere loves you very much. I don't want to hurt her. You should keep on making her happy. I'll be fine. Having a portion is enough than having none at all."

"Bullshit." Granger replied as he lifted his face and engaged her in a heated kiss.

"I can give you better. That bastard cannot give you a hundred percent then why should you? Guinevere is nothing more than a way to be closer to you and she knows it, she's just denying the truth like you. I'm not even getting a hundred percent of her too since she's still banging her ex, Gusion."

"Don't be like that. I love Guinevere so make sure to make her happy. Gusion is nothing more than a temporary fuck. The one who really owns her heart is you. If you wanna make her happy then stay with her. As for me, I have my own problems to deal with." Ruby heard her phone ping and sought to reach it but Granger stopped her from doing so and abruptly threw the device away from her.

"Hey, that could have been important. Why did you do that?" she said angrily.

"Oh shut it, you know that it was Alucard. I read the first part he said he won't be coming home tonight which gives us a lot of time to do stuff." Granger informed as he went on top of her and began kissing the sides of her neck.

"I've run out of rubber so let me do it raw."

"Just take it outside when you're done." Ruby said in surrender sighing gloomily.

"Alucard is probably busy with work, I need to be ready to welcome him tomorrow so don't tire me out too much." Ruby whispered as she wrapped her arms around Granger's back while he buried himself inside her once more. Both of them knew that she was lying but her companion didn't oppose either to allow her to live in her little fantasy.

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She should have guessed that beautiful dreams always come to an end and reality will always settle in. Her fantasy of a perfect relationship finally shattered and the cold hard truth finally slapped her awake.

When did everything begin to change?
When did I become not enough?
Why didn't you tell me from the very beginning?
That I'm the one you need, but not the one you love

When did my love become not enough?
I gave everything just to make you smile
But why didn't I see that you don't want it anymore?
I'm the one with you, but she's the one you're looking for

Alucard broke up with her to be with some girl called Miya, a bartender on a bar where he usually has his gigs. That woman is now pregnant that's why he immediately dumped her to take responsibility for his child, aside from that, he loves her. He loves that girl, Miya.