Trapped

Chapter 3

Chapter 3

Gustuhin man ni Dylan na habulin si Crisel ay hindi pa rin niya ginawa. There's a lot of things going on in his head that he couldn't think straight anymore.

He knows what he become, he knows na si Crisel lahat ang sumasalo ng frustrations niya. But hell, siya ang may kasalanan ng lahat ng ito. He's just too proud to admit it.

Kung hindi siya pumayag sa kagustuhan ng kanyang Lolo ay hindi mangyayari ito. It's was such a drastic decision, he never really thought of it. By that time, he's too angry to be sensitive.

For a long time he let his angry set into him, na wala siyang pakialam sa mga taong nasa paligid niya. Lalo na kay Crisel. But fuck that, he cared a lot about her as he had before. He just can't explain how he can't take his hands off of her.

Everytime he see her, or even just a sniff of her scent is driving him crazy. He tried to stay away from her as much as possible, but she's just like a drug that he's starting to be hook unto.

He had never felt like that to any other girls, not even with Andy. He's always in control of his feelings. But with Crisel, he felt like a caveman, ready to devour her anytime.

Pero ngayon, what would he do? Crisel wanted out of this marriage as much as he doesn't like the idea, could he really let her go?

Napahilamos niya ang dalawang palad sa kanyang mukha. Tingungo niya ang mini bar at doon nagsalin ng alak sa kopita. Nang inumin niya ang alak ay agad na gumuhit sa dibdib niya ang tapang niyon.

Good. He thought. Dahil pakiramdam niya ay may gumuguhit na ring sakit sa dibdib niya.

But what kind of pain? Disappointment? Loneliness? Regret? Or it was something more powerful than any of those. For whatever it is he's not sure and the least he wanted to know is to explore that feeling.

But something told him na hindi pwede kung ano man iyon. It' just not possible.

He looked again at annulment papers. And right there and then he wanted to smack his self. He had been dense for a very long time.

Hindi lang isang beses niya naririnig ang tahimik na pag iyak ni Crisel sa gabi. Just when she thought he's already pass asleep.

Every single time that she had been hurting, he's hurting too. He's just being a jerk for putting all the blame on her. When all, along it was his fault. He wanted to get even to her, gusto niyang maranasan nito ang sakit na nararamdaman niya.

But it turned out that they're destroying each other lives by living together and pretending to other people that their marriage is perfect.

The only thing that is perfect in this marriage is how they handle each other on the bed. Just by thinking about it, is giving him a hard time to stay his hands on himself and not knock on their bedroom and took Crisel and again and again. Just like he always did.

Dahil sa naisip ay sunod-sunod na nagsalin ng alak si Dylan at ininom iyon. Nakakailang tagay na siya before he came up with his final decision.

This marriage has been wrong from the very first start. And he knows he have to make things right.

NAGISING SI CRISEL SA SOBRANG SAKIT ng kanyang. She took her time before she got out of the bed and slowly walked to the shower.

The cold water gave a little ease on her throbing head. Pagharap niya sa salamin ay muntik na niyang hindi makilala ang sarili.

Namamaga ang mata niya dahil sa magdamag na pag iyak. Maputla rin ang kanyang labi at pisngi, her brother is right. She had lost her glow the moment she married Dylan.