How she makes me feel (c/n)s POV

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(Small recap)

"Stupid (c/n)..... always playing with my feelings.... but why do I still love him after all the pain he's put me through.." The (h/c) haired girl cried and clutched her clothes as if she was clutching her breaking and aching heart, no matter what (c/n) did to her, her heart always forgave him ad continued to love him..but loving someone who bullies you is never an easy thing because you're afraid that your heart will always forgive people the person no matter how harmful their bullying and pranks are.

KEY

(Y/n) = Your name (h/c) = hair colour
(C/n)= Crushes name. (e/c) = eye colour
(C/fn) Crushes friends name (g/s) = gem stone


"Who's this mysterious girl then? Does she go to our school or something?" (C/fn? asked me as he looked at his phone, his eyes moving side to side as he looked at the screen that had emitted the blue light "I doubt that she'd better than Anita, I mean, Anita is hot but is the girl you're crushing on hotter than Anita?" He asked me as he placed his phone down, I sighed as a response and sat properly on the couch as I thought about the girl I was talking about, about how she was there in the same house as me, possibly listening to my conversation with (C/fn) right now

"Well... She's sweet, she knows what I like and what I don't like... Her (e/c) eyes always seem to be the brightest thing you'd see once you've looked directly in them and my heart begins to race while she looks, talks or when she's even near me. Her laugh is something that I always want to hear but it's never me who's making me laugh. I'm not sure if she'll forgive me and for the stupid things I've done to her for the past couple years but I want to change but I don't think I can..." I looked at the ground as I plopped myself onto the couch

I began to think about where everything went wrong while (cf/n) began on ranting about something that involved Anita or something but right now I could care less about that girl right now, she's just a stuck up bitch who had gotten everything given to her on a silver plater.. god.. whenever I even say her name or even hear her voice I mentally barf out my food.

"Dude like Anita is like... soooooo hot! I doubt that any other girl or even the girl that you're talking about is more hotter than her, I mean what's so good about a girls personality rather than the size of her ass or the size of how big her jugs are? we all know that girls are just dramatic things that love putting make up on their face." (cf/n) said to me as may mind stopped blocking his voice out. Now thinking about it, (cf/n) is a sexist prick, I don't even know how and why I'm friends with him anymore...

"Actually, (cf/n)... right nows not a good time. My mom is gonna be back in a bit so you're gonna have to leave otherwise she's going to kill me and probably ground me until I die" I lied, seeing this guy in front of me just made my blood boil. I hate this..... I hate them

Thankfully he didn't question anything about what I said and just said that he would see me at school when the weekend is over. but in fact... I don't want to see them when the weekend ends, I don't want to hang out with them anymore... I don't want to be the reason why (y/n) cries to herself, I don't want to be the reason that makes her life even harder

(Third POV)


It seemed like (c/n) had a change of heart, he realised his mistakes but obviously through out the years that he had hurt the one he loved, it dried up the trust that the poor girl had in the boy. He broke her heart one too many times during the years that they had known each other. right now was finally the night where (c/n) re-thought his actions and how many times he had hurt his childhood friend but it was taking too long to think about everything he had done, it became a nightmare for him

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