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albus caught me crying. he caught me curled up in a ball in the corner of the bathroom, pulling at my hair and scratching at my arms.
he tried to hug me, he tried to make me feel better.... but he just made it worse.
i screamed. i tols him to go away, i told him to leave me alone.

i drove him away for good. forever he will be gone,  forever he will hate me. irs what a deserve. i ruined everything and i hate myself for it.
because even when i wasnt talking to him, i still felt safe. there was someone who would always be there for me.

but now that hes gone... im helpless. alone. defenseless. mourning. 

breaking even more than before.

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