This is I

I Knew

I knew of him,

I'd never known him,

I knew of his struggles,

I never what they where,

I knew when he ended his life,

I never knew why, what, where, how,

If I knew,

If I knew, I might feel less guilt, less grief,

If I knew if it was me,

If it was another me,

Another time,

Another place,

I knew her,

I knew her who was kind, caring, never stopped loving,

I could know her again,

Dig deep down,

Find her in me,

I knew her once,

I could know her again,

Look far, look deep,

Look west, look east,

Look in the trees,

Look in the hills,

Look in the rain, look in the fog,

Find her in the steam,

Know her in the sun,

Never loose her again,

Cause I knew her once,

I could know her again,

I know of him,

I know of his struggles,

Know what they are,

I know he almost ended his life,

Know why, what, where, how,

I know,

I know, I wish I could feel less guilt, less grief,

Less loss,

Cause I know him now,

I saved him once,

I'll save him again,

I know her,

I know her who is kind, caring, never stopped loving,

I could never not know her again,

I dug deep down,

Found her in me,

I know her now,

I could never not know her again,

I looked far, looked deep,

Looked west, looked east,

Looked in the trees,

Looked in the hills,

Looked in the rain, looked in the fog,

Found her in the steam,

Know her in the sun,

I could never loose her again,

Cause I lost her once,

I could loose her again