my neighbor jacob

I MATTER!!

Driving home late from work i saw y/n walking down the street i passed by her and she saw me

I know he did NOT just drive past me like i was some stranger or cereal killer ughh!!

I was about a half a mile away from where i passed her it started to cloud up i pulled over and waited for her to walk past where i parked

When i reached the top of the hill panting i saw jacobs car i kept walking right past the car he honked the horn the sprinkles of rain fell down

He told me he was going to drive me home i refused he said he wasnt asking..plus it started drizzling big water drops so i got in hoping it would clear up

She finally got in the car i drove off I glanced at her and smiled to myself shes still as pretty as she was when we first met her legs were crossed her dark jeans now sticking to her she looked at me saying why are you smiling

I looked at the road and glanced at her face she had light makeup on covering her small scars and blimashes natural type wearing an all white shirt i could see her bra it was cheetah print..she mustve been working out because i could see her small abs and belly ring that i dint notice until now it was a dangling crown

I admired her as i drove until she smacked my jaw closed

Close your mouth keep your eyes on the road and stop looking at me she sad in an angry tone turning to the door looking out the window

Im just looking i said while pulling up in my driveway parking the car

she sat straight amd looked at me wiping a tear saying and im just waiting for something thatll mever come back to me i ahouldve said yes but you took what i said to heart You should know that i still wanted to be with you but you took it this far i should matter alot to where we dont date other people amd not feelsp miserable.. i matter jacob to someone..even if it isnt you she got out the car slamming the door going into her house