Mystery girl

Hold it in

Izzy pov

I woke up and went to the bathroom to freshen up and then went to the kitchen to cook me and my baby some breakfast

My phone rung and it was august
I felt my eyes sting but i held it in i dint wanna cry in front of nay i dont like to show my weakness

I made some waffles,eggs,grits,and sausage patties
Soon i seen a sleepy arianna walk down the stairs

"You hungry princess?" I asked her

She nodded and sat down as i set her plate down

"So what you wanna do today" i asked her
She said nothing just shrugged her shoulders and took a bit of her waffle

"You wanna go see grandma an jay..then we can go see grandma sheila too" i told her

"I dont wanna see grandma sheila mr alsina might be there" she said sadly

"Alright then we-" i was cut off by a knock at the door

I looked through the peep whole and sighed
I opened the door slightly

"What do u want August" i said through my teeth so arianna could hear

"So you not gone let me in?" He said

"August shes hurting real bad she dont even wanna speak or she your mom cus she thinks*mr.alsina* will be there" i told him

"Let me talk to her" he said

I moved to the side to let him in

"Chere!" He handed me some flowers

"I dont want them aug" i said trying to give them back

"Nah take them ion want them either" he smiled at me

I turned my head away "she in the kitchen eating"
He walked in at sat beside her she looked up and turned away "mommy why is he here" she asked
Before i could say something august spoke

"Listen baybeh girl i didnt mean to hurt you or your moms aight i was being stupid but i can stand you being mad at me so can you forgive me" he smiled at her but she stayed turned away

"I got sum for ya" he had a princess sofia doll he knew she loved princess sofia
She looked at the doll then at me i smirked at her
"Mommy im finished eating can i take my bath now so we can see uncle jay and nana our REAL family" she asked

"Ummm yea go upstairs ill be there in a minute" i said taking her plate august put his head down and came to me

"I dont know what else to do or say to yall ma" he said

"I think its best if you just leave" i said not looking at him

"But i love you i wanna make things right i want my daughter and you in my life" i pleaded

He made me so angry idk why but i just exploded

"REALLY NOW YOU WANT US AND NOW SHES YOUR DAUGHTER AUGUST YOU CAN JUST COME IN HERE WITH FLOWERS AND A TOY AND THINK WE WILL FORGIVE YOU LIKE THAT I WAS WITH YOU BEFORE THE MONEY AND THEY FAME WHAT I WANT IS LOVE BUT YOU DONT FUCKING PROVIDE THAT AND THAT LIL GIRL UP THERE WANTS LOVE TO NOT A DAMN DOLL YOU CANT BUY US AND FOR YOU TO THINK THAT SHOWS HOW DUMB U ARE I TRIED TO FORGIVE AND FORGET BUT I CANT I BOTTLE UP MY FEELINGS CUZ IM SCARED YOU WILL HURT ME BUT NO MATTER WHAT YOU ALWAYS DO AND NOW YOU HURT THE ONE THING I CANT LIVE WITHOUT NAY! AUGUST IM DONE PLEASE LEAVE" i yelled at him telling him all the feeling i held in

"Izzy im sorry" he grabbed me

"August no your not you dont know how to be sorry you dont understand why your sorry you just think that will fix it but not this time not yet okay just please leave" i cried even harder whn i heard the door close

"Ughhh!!" I went up stairs and cleaned my face and went to wash nay up

"Mommy u do still love daddy?" She asked me as i washed her back

"Yea nay i always will" i told her

"Love him too..i dont want him sad but i want him to feel bad like me" she said

She felt just like how i felt my little mini me but that wasnt good i dont want her to bottle up her feelings untill she burst and i want her to have the relationship with her dad that didnt ughh life isnt easy