2.I stared at Hyunsu's sleeping state. He looked so innocent. Well, he's kinda innocent though, and also just a bit rude.
I sighed and closed my eyes, wanting to get a nap. I was about to drift to sleep when I felt Hyunsu wake up.
I slowly opened my eyes and looked at him.
"You good? Do you feel anything?" I asked.
He shook his head. "I'm fine. My body just feels heavy. What happened?"
"You fainted." I said.
He was about to get up but I didn't let him.
"Don't get up yet. You must be feeling hazy." I said as I carefully push him down.
"Who carried me here?" He asked.
"I asked Horangi to carry you here. He also brought here a girl but I didn't got her name." I answered.
His eyebrow raised in confusion. "Horangi?"
I smiled and nodded. "Yeah. Remember the gangster looking man that you asked before you fainted?"
He looked up at the ceiling, trying to remember what happened before he fainted. A few seconds, he nodded. "The burnt face man?"
I nodded once again. "Yep. His name is Sangwook but I prefer to call him Horangi."
"What about the girl?" He asked.
I shrugged. "On her unit? I don't know. By the way, she's the bassist girl."
"Oh." Hyunsu mumbled.
There was a complete silence after that and I needed to break it so I asked, "How are you?"
Hyunsu slowly sat up, looked at me, and sighed. "I don't know."
I smiled sadly at him and asked, "You want to die?"
Hyunsu's eyes widened at my question, but he eventually nodded.
"I just can't... I can't hold it anymore." He said as he held his head down.
I immediately hugged him. "I know. We're feeling the same."
I released the hug and looked into his eyes. "I may look like I have coped up but I didn't."
I slowly lifted my shirt and now he can see a scar. It traveled across my stomach, a painfully beautiful scar.
He just stared, tears forming in his doe eyes. I sat beside him and swung my arms in his shoulders.
I sighed. "I tried to take my life too." I paused and smiled at him. "After you pushed me away."
"But something made me realize that I still need to live. That I still want to live." I continued. "Do you wanna know what is it?"
Hyunsu looked at my face as he nodded while wiping a tear that fell down in his face.
I placed my index finger in his chest, pointing himself as I smiled genuinely. "It's because I still have you, Hyung."
I can see his eyes glimmering like crystal as more tears came out from it. I chuckled and wiped his tears.
"Aigoo, why are you crying?" I asked.
He didn't answer but instead, he tightly hugged me. We stayed like that for a minute.
"I'm sorry for pushing you away. I'm sorry for not considering what you feel." He said, still hugging me.
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Hayran Kurgu[ON-HIATUS!] I haven't seen any Eunyoo fanfic so, I decided to make one. This is a Female OC x Eunyoo. If you don't want that, then leave this story alone. This will be based from the Netflix Series but I'm going to do some changes too. That's all...