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Chapter 1.

Bella's POV

4 years. That's how long ago Ed.....he left me. He not only inflicted emotional scars but physical scars as well. I was found in the woods, freezing to death in the cold weather, by Sam. I was comatose for nearly half a year when I started visiting Jake down La push. He was like a breath of fresh air. He was patient with me. He healed me, helped me, and loved me with all his being. I loved him too but not the way he wanted. I worried that this will cause a disdain in our friendship, but he assured me that like all the other times, he was willing to be patient with me and would wait forever for me if that's what it will take for me to see him in that light. Oh Jake. When he said those words that day, I cried myself to sleep for the last time. Cause when he said he loved me, I actually believed him. I believed that I was worthy of his love. Unlike how Edward made me feel. I always felt incompetent, immature, childish, too simple, too plain, and too ugly to deserve someone like him. But Jake made me feel worthy. We kissed after his proclamation of love to me but soon realized that the bond we had was more platonic than romantic. He became my best friend.  That day, I decided that I no longer would waste myself away crying over a guy who made me feel like nothing but a bug in his shoe.  From that day I was happier, freer, and more confident than I have ever been. I had more friends, I got straight 'A's' on exams, I finished high school a year early and got a full scholarship in Seattle. Dad was very proud of me. As I had finished high school a year early I decided to travel. I traveled to Texas. I was feeling guilty for leaving dad here to fend for himself, but he assured me that it was alright and he could take care of himself as he had been doing the past years when I was with mom. Mom was doing great. We talked, but not as much as we used to, but I understood. She was expecting a child and I was happy beyond words that I was going to be a sister. Surprisingly, so was Charlie, he wished her and Phil his best wishes, and I had an idea that it had something to do with his interest in Sue, Leah's mother. After my comatose breakdown, the pack and I had become close. Sam Embry, Seth, and surprisingly Paul had become like my big brothers. Paul and Jake more so than the others. But I loved them all dearly. Emily, Kim, and Leah were as well like sisters to me, So it was hard leaving them. I promised them to visit twice a year and call once a week at least. Leaving forks was hard, but little did I know what awaited beyond that small town.

Texas was amazing. The people, the food, the history everything was amazing. I was happy. One day while walking late to the hotel from my visit to the museum I was confronted with my past, Victoria. She kidnapped me and tortured me for two weeks. First, it was only beatings, but then she found out about my scars and then would drain me until only little was left of me before sucking the venom out. This continued for two weeks which felt like years when one-day Peter came barging in with char and ripped Victoria to shreds and burned the bitch. Thank fuck for Peter, I don't know what I would do without him. They helped me, took me in, bandaged my scars, and gave me food while all the time peter and char took my mind off by bickering absent-mindedly. They became my family. Peter, my overprotective, sometimes an ass of a brother, and char, her mate my caring, overprotective sister. I loved them with all my heart and they really truly were like my family like the ones in La push. I stayed with them for the remaining months of the trip. I got to know them better. I told them everything about my past and in return they told me theirs. Yeah, so imagine my surprise when I found that Jasper was a major in the vampire army and that they were friends with the Cullens and visited them once or twice a decade. I freaked out at first, thinking they would call them and I would have to face them. I may have gotten over what Edward did to me, but I still had not forgiven the family, specifically Alice, Carlisle, and Esme. They didn't even say a goodbye, treated me like I was some toy whose battery was expired, and then threw me away without a glance. Emmet, Rosalie, and Jasper had stayed and said their goodbyes to me through a letter and I forgave them as they had no choice but to move with them.

I stayed in Texas for three months and later said my goodbyes to Pete and Char with a promise of staying in contact. I didn't tell anyone about what happened in Texas. Whenever I visited forks I was careful to cover my scar properly, I knew if I told them they would ground me for a lifetime! I then moved to Seattle with Angela. We both had an apartment together and went to the same college. We became best of friends. Angela wanted to get a profession in journalism while I wanted to do something in publishing. Life was as great as it could have been. I was still scared of Victoria, I have nightmares till today, I still can't allow anyone to touch me without my permission. My family knew that something happened in Texas but saw my hesitance and were giving me space. I started seeing a therapist once a week, on Charlie's recommendation, in Seattle. For the last month, Angela was constantly talking of how excited she was to get the chance to interview Christian grey. He was some hot-shot billionaire of Grey enterprising. I had read about him in newsletters and had to admit he really was an enigma. Build his own company from the ground by himself and only at the young age of 28 years, he owns almost half of the Seattle and he really is a handsome man. Angela had been constantly behind his PRs to get an interview with him as he was an investor in our university and interviewing him would have opened a lot of doors for her career. But she got sick before the interview and I had to fill in instead of her.

-AUTHOR NOTE -

Okay! So here we are! My first ever fanfiction. (I AM NERVOUS). Please comment and tell me how you are liking the story so far and I am all ears for fresh ideas. I hope you have liked the plot so far. Happy reading;)

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