Fear
I fear too many things,
despite of all the good advice
I cannot change myself,
how much I try,
how hard I hope
it’s all for nothing,
words are after all just words
if they are without meaning,
if I cannot live by them
then I am lesser than I supposed to be,
it makes the colours disappear,
a silencer on the sounds I like to hear,
it is what it is,
just plain and simple fear.
