JAH

"Oh.my.god"

Alissa's POV:

"I really do want to" Eva said pulling away from the kiss

"Okey bet" I said chuckling

I picked Eva up and connected our lips once again. Once I picked her up from the bed I walked to the bathroom without breaking the kiss. Once we got into the bathroom I set her down on the counter and we continued to kiss witch lead to a hot make out session. I broke the kiss and turned on the water, I put it to a hot temperature. I moved back to where I was in between Eva's legs and my hand were on her thighs. She kissed me again. Of course I kissed back, but I pulled out of it.

"Are you sure you want to do this" I asked just in case she wasn't ready

"Yes Im sure I want to do this" she said tugging at my shirt motioning to take it off. I was a little hesitant to take it off because of how skinny I would look since i haven't been eating a lot. Once I took it off I looked up at Eva and she had a concerned look on her face.

"Alissa have you been eating?" She said

"I-I um it's j-just" I say starting to tear up but I put my head in the crock of her neck

"Hey. Hey it's ok you can tell me anything" she said still concerned

"When I have my episodes I tend to lock my self in my room and p-push everyone away, and I don't eat very much. I-I mainly just drink red bull" I say in between my light sniffles

"It's ok, now let's have a shower and get ready for the photo shoot. You don't have to wear a crop top you can wear a sweater instead. But do you still want to have a shower together or do you want to shower separately?" She said

"If it's alright with you I think I want to shower separately. It's fine I'll wear a crop top. Just met me in your room after ok?" I said

"Yes it's ok that you want to shower by yourself, and I'll let you get to it" she said before giving me one last kiss before she left the room.

Eva's POV:

Not going to lie and say that I didn't want to continue with what we were doing but Alissa doesn't need to know that. But I was still super worried about her she looked like she hasn't ate in a week. I wish she would have come to me sooner than she did but I'm glad she actually came to me instead of pushing me away.

I was done in the shower and I had just wrapped myself in a towel and dryer off. I left my bathroom and went into my closet to get dressed. It took me maybe 15 mins to figure out what to wear. I ended up picking a white lace crop top with black baggy jeans that were ripped at the knees. I did some eyeliner and put on some regular makeup. I curled my hair. Then I went back into my closet to pick out some shoes. I picked out my black and white Jordan 1s that I just got a couple days ago. It's pretty warm right now in LA so I didn't grab a sweater.

Alissa told me to wait in my room for her. So that's what I did. I laid down on my bed and waited for her to come in. It's been around 15 mins since I laid down and I was starting to get worried. So I left my bedroom and walked downstairs and went down the hall to the other side of the house. I hate that her room is on the opposite side of the house than me. But I guess it's fun having dev close to my room. Once I got closer to her room I tried to be quiet so I could potentially scare her. Once I got to her room I kept hearing kissing noises. I got to her door and opened it quietly. She wasn't in her room but then I heard shuffling in the bathroom. I went to the door and knocked on it.

"Come in" she said so I walked in and she was sitting on her chair doing her eyeliner.

"Oh hey, what's up" she said looking at me through the mirror

"Wait if that wasn't you the- wait never mind but I just came to see if you were alright. Bc you said to wait in my room for you but you never came" I said hugging her from behind

"Oh sorry I just started my makeup" she said chuckling

"If you want I can do your eyeliner for you" I said looking at her through the mirror in her big ass bathroom

"Actually I would really like that" she said standing up and sitting on the counter handing me the eyeliner

"Ya no problem" I said moving so I was in between her legs

"Y'know you look hot right" she said

"Oh please and you don't" I said finishing the eyeliner off

"Can I kiss you" she said looking up from my lips and to my eyes

"No need to ask" I said and pressed my lips against hers for a couple seconds before pulling away

"Wait that reminds me, here follow me" I said grabbing her hand leading her out of the bedroom and over to Anna's door

"Do you hear that" I whispered to Alissa

"Ya..it sounds like kissing" she says then her eyesight wide. She then opens the door quickly.

"Oh.my.god" I said loudly so that everyone in the room could hear me

"Anna..." Alissa a said

"GET OU- Omg Alissa it's not what it looks like"Anna said

"Really Anna with....

Sorry I haven't been updating I haven't been doing the best but I'm better now so I'll try and post again tomorrow.