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timothée would like to FaceTime...
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[ penny timmy ]
hi... what are you wearing?
oh it's for a screen test. not for beautiful boy. probably shouldn't have worn this while i facetimed you. oops.
*he laughs nervously*
so... you said it was important.
*timmy opens his mouth to speak, but sighs and just looks off to the side when he can't find the words*
oh my god she told you.
wh-what?
pauline told you what i said. and don't even think about lying. a lot of time may have passed, but you've always been the worst liar.
i— okay. yeah she told me. but why didn't you tell me??
tell you what? why i blamed myself and still kind of do, for us breaking up? what's the point of that?
because maybe we could've... i don't know, we might've...
what? gotten back together?
*penny shakes her head*
you and i both know that wouldn't have happened. you said you were scared i was going to break up with you, so you did it first. you already admitted that.
but i was also scared of just the future in general.
and you don't think i was? you were my first serious relationship, and with all the time we spent together, i thought we might've been it for each other. but we're not, and that's fine. we were so young when we started dating, and we still are young.
penny—
i was scared too, but for obviously different reasons. but i loved you, and i still wanted to be with you. breaking up with you never even crossed my mind. and i'm not trying to invalidate you, you can't help how you feel. but... i don't know, i guess we just weren't meant to be.
you really believe that?
i have to believe something, otherwise i just end up overthinking wondering what i did wrong. i don't regret being with you, you helped me grow so much, and some of my happiest memories involve you. what's that poem, by beau taplin? "i am simply thankful for your existence. whether i am meant to be a part of it or not."
*penny smiles sadly*
*timmy starts to say something, but penny looks up and off to the side*
oh crap, my uber is here, i gotta go. but i meant what i said, i don't regret any of it. maybe we just aren't meant to end up in each other's lives though, and that sucks but that's okay too. i'll still support you from the sidelines, it's just too painful right now to think about those old memories.
*penny looks up again*
okay i really gotta go, my driver is staring at me. bye t.
