is that all i am to you? (harry potter x reader)

"get to know them"

•••y/n pov•••

think y/n think. where would neville be. and then it hit me. the greenhouse.

before i was about to leave the gryffindor common room and yell for harry. he comes down with messy hair and crooked glasses

"can i borrow your cloak"

"what-no"

"please"

"fine- but you're not going alone"

i roll my eyes but it was better than not going at all

••••••
just as i thought. he's here. talking to his plants. merlin i love this boy

i come out from under the cloak and knock on the glass so i don't frighten nev anymore

"nev.." my heart breaks as he backs up to the sound of my voice

"nev i-i don't know what got into me, i didn't realize what i was doing until harry snapped me back into reality and i just i-i" my voice breaks, i start to sob. fuck this is harder than i thought

i continue "i never meant to bloody him up so bad he just-he wouldn't stop shit talking you-calling you a wuss and asking why you were hanging out with a bitch slytherin like me and i couldn't handle it anymore so i ju-"

i get cut off by a hug.

"please, don't do it again, i don't need you to stick up for me, his words are just words"

"i cant make no promises" i giggle through my tears

•••harrys pov•••

y/n didn't realize it but i was there the whole time, i heard everything. they really care about neville. one day i hope she'll care about me that much

MERLIN WHAT AM I SAYING

•••3rd person pov•••
~the next day~
everyone entered the great hall for dinner. y/n didn't go due to yesterday's events

before dinner, dumbledore made a few announcements,

a/n IM TOO LAZY TO EXPLAIN THE WHOLE GOBLET SO IF YOU DONT KNOW JUST LOOK IT UP SORRY LOL

their new dada teacher showed up out of no where, earner suspicious looks across the great hall

•••harrys pov•••

"hey neville, where's y/n?" i haven't seen her all day

"i checked her dorm earlier but i couldn't find them, i'm going to check the astronomy tower after dinner"

"would you mind if i tag along"

"you can come, can't promise she'd be happy to see us"

after talking with neville i turn to see hermione and ron giggling about me and y/n

"what's so funny you two"

hermione stopped her giggling "it's obvious you fancy y/n"

"w-what, i don't know what you two are talking about"

"mate, i saw you two in the dorms yesterday, you cleaning her knuckles, the hug, them kissing your cheek"

i felt the heat rise to my face. i cant possibly like y/n we just met