𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐨 , jaden hossler

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I stopped when I heard a voice

Jaden:em come back inside please
He said shaking his voice softer

Emily:jaden just go back inside
I said holding back tears

Jaden:em come on I need to explain just please if you
He said taking my hand
I pulled my hand back

Emily:Jaden I said go back inside please
My voice cracking at the end of the sentence

Jaden:no Emily I need to-
I couldn't take it anymore

Emily:NO JADEN YOU DONT UNDERSTAND YOU NEVER WILL AND NEVER HAVE OKAY I KNEW WHEN WE STARTED HANGING OUT AGAIN THERE WAS A POSSIBILITY THAT I WOULD BE SECOND BEST AND THIS WEEK I FELT THAT MAYBE WE WERE BACK TO WHAT WERE USED TO BE I WAS WRONG JADEN IM SICK OF IT IM SICK OF BEING SECOND BEST
I yelled tears falling down my face

Jaden:your not second best em-
I cut him off

Emily:no jaden I am everyone knows that I am from Bryce to kio and even colson they all know I'm the second best and being second best is the least of my worries Jaden you told me that you loved me just to leave me not once but twice and yet you never took into consideration on how I felt and of course I knew you loved her too I saw they way you guys talked when I wasn't there I overheard the conversations because you knew mads or Madison what ever you call her would always love you but you never understood that when you hurt me even tho I hated you for it and I took me days to even stop thinking and everyone thought I was crazy because they never knew you the way that I did and they told me how I should hate you and I need to forget about you but I couldn't and all this time from when I didn't let you into the house to now those couple weeks were great and I lived and loved for every bit of them and part of me knew that it wouldn't last forever part of me knew this would happen but I held on cause I didn't want to let go

I took a long deep breath

Emily:but if anything you've made me realise maybe all of this was just to fill in a empty space I'm sorry Jaden you don't love me like you used to do and I'm not going through what I went through calling the boys checking in on you to crying on the daily but you know what I should I'll listened to my friends when they told me that I should hate you because I should So if you haven't taken the hint I'll tell you block me on everything all my socials delete every single photo you have of us and don't even think about me because chances are I'll be trying no I will be forgetting you Now go back inside and forget about me like I'm gonna forget about you
IF YOU WANT ME TO FORGET YOU FORGET ME TOO...

That was it I watched Jaden take his hands up to his eyes and wipe his tears away he didn't do a double take he just went back inside and up the stairs and back into his room I watched as the boys walked to the door Bryce came home to me and I fell into his arms almost clasping

Bryce:your gonna be okay bro
He said I let out a tired sad giggle

Kio:come here
I lifted my head up and kio hugged me I put my head on his shoulder as he patted my back

The boys all gave me hugs as I cried more and more each time

Anthony:hey avani said she is home wanna go to hers
He asked I nodded as Bryce took me too his car some of the boys getting In the car the others going back inside to check on Jaden since Jaden was also there friend

I got in the back of the car with kio and Anthony Bryce and josh sat in the front as we drive to Avanis I spent the time looking out the window the car rode was pretty silent until we got to Avanis she came outside and pulled me into a hug

Avani:em your gonna be okay I promise
I began to cry even more as avani said talked to the boys as i walked to avanis bedroom where Riley and Amelie were

Riley:come here em we heard
They walked over to me both giving me hugs as I hugged them back

Amelie:you can get through this
She said

We sat on Avanis floor with pillows as they talked to me soon avani was back and we sat there for a little bit as I collected myself for the rest of the night we watched movies and ate popcorn the night got better but i still felt so low

THE MORNING
I woke up at Avanis still remembering everything from the night before I didn't feel sad though I felt completely numb I felt nothing I rolled my eyes getting up realising everyone was still asleep i got up still in the same clothes I slowly lest Avanis house since I knew where the spare key was I unlocked the door leaving making sure to leave them a note
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HEY GUYS

SORRY ABOUT LEAVING EARLY I NEED TO FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED LAST NIGHT I DONT KNOW HOW LONG ILL BE GONE FOR BUT I PROMISE ILL COME BACK SOON

LOVE YOU GUYS

EM<3
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I walked home it wasn't that far from my house when I got home I threw all my essentials in a suitcase I looked at a pile of jadens clothes neatly folded I got a bin bag and threw them in there as long as any other clothes that associated with him the outfit I wore on our first very date and stuff like that I was going to take them to a homless shelter so that they weren't going to waste and they were going to something g good and then I took a Uber and left LA when I was coming back I didn't know but all I know is that I'm leaving and not coming back for a while...