~Even the darkness we see is so beautiful Please believe me Looking only directly at you So you don't go away~
(Your Eyes tell-BTS )
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The rising morning starts off from a greeting rain, pouring out from the sky to the Gray cement, crating puddles for a jumping day. Today was the weather of early spring where the sun will hide beneath the clouds, allowing nature to take in all the rain. The smell of fresh water granted gifts to the trees and plants laying outside of the world, not caring its droplets making contact with the Windows, allowing human wake from its slumber. Beauty in the rain always memorized Levi. The grown man stir his coffee with a spoon, creating a sound that somehow beats along the rain, echoing the small kitchen with its sound. Usually morning rains was his favorite time, allowing his day to be in a comfort of his home, refusing any contact from a welcomed rain.
The man couldn't argue that he wanted to stay in but clearly he have things to do, even though it is his day off. However he have a job as both an adult and guardian to make sure they have food on the table and bills paid to prevent any cold to come in. Levi couldn't remember when was the last time he paid bills, his mind was drowning in recent thoughts of a hospital trip he went few hours ago. Staring at papers filled with notes of medications of different sorts, along with a small bill from an electrical company which was thankfully paid to his landlord who often help out when he needed it the most, although he never asked for help in the first place. But the old lady refuses no for an answer.
"Damn it..." he wanted to smoke so bad, wanting to feel the dangerous toxins filling his lungs, feeling his stress fading from every puff her makes. He misses the smell that often stained his hair and clothes making somewhat unbearable to remove; no matter how many times he cleaned. Though he pushed that thought to the side. He cannot go back to his old habits, especially when taking care of someone who is easily ill.
With thoughts that wouldn't exit his mind, he sat up from his chair and headed to the kitchen, catching a small throb that banged his head the minute he stood up, he made a mental note to take some pain medicine. Hopefully his brother should be awake by now, seeing how the time yet by quickly. Levi quickly cook some pancakes and bacon, oatmeal on the side in case his brother was feeling hungry.
It's been five years since the passing of their parents and two years his brother was diagnosed with an unknown illness. For months he have to watch the boy suffered through the nightmare of symptoms forcing his body to become pale and losing weight gradually and even though he looks well five months ago, he still ended up suffering more. Levi begged the heavens above , begging them to not take Eren away from him. Eren is all he have left, his only family left to be sane. He worked three different jobs to save money. To get everything his brother needed to just live.
