As namjoon pulled the younger from the bed ignoring the boys protests I climbed out the bed myself and over towards the on suite.

I stepped into the kitchen catching jin-ssi's attention the moment my head peeked past the doorframe. "good morning my princess did you sleep well?" he chimed out still focusing on the pan he was stirring.

"yeah, did you? Sorry you all had to sleep on the floor" I tried to smile out but ended up dropping my gaze to the floor as I shuffled my feet.

He turned with a scowl as he took my face in his hands, the dish of food long forgotten "of course! It was fun so don't apologise okay and next time it's my turn to share the bed since I'm the oldest!" he huffed out.

I let out a giggle and met his eyes "o-okay jin-ssi"

   
    
    
    

  

    
   
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Our mornings together became more often after that and with those mornings came passing days together which soon built up a lifetime of memories.

But with passing days came passing time.

I remember back too often to when we spoke about what could happen when it was time for the boys to leave.

Those nights I occasionally spent in my own room alone for the first time in a while I had laid awake.

3 months had gone in a flash leaving us half the time.

I didn't tell the boys my thoughts even though I knew at the back of my mind we had agreed to share everything that bothered us and not keep things bottled up. But this was something I needed to think about myself, because at the end of the day it wasn't a matter of them staying here. It was a matter of me leaving.

And I knew that. It was our only option.

I just needed the chance to tell them all about my decision.

I just wasn't sure yet..and I guess that's why I will keep putting it off until I know for definite if this is really the right thing to do.






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Can you tell its coming to an end soon 🥺😭 I'm still not ready to end this story

Also I reread everything so far and omg CRINGEEEEE HOW TF AM I STILL HERE AND NOT DYING FROM SECOND HAND EMBARRASSMENT FROM MY OWN WRITING 😭

fun fact though 👀 I took my November resits for English gcse exams and got my results and guess who failed for the 4th time in a rowwwww haha.. 💀💀💀🤘 for real i gotta do it all over again for everything to be marked on my predicted grade and work

YALLLLL I HAVEN'T DONE ANY WORK WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO 😭😭👋🏻

Chile anyways imma go throw myself in the mean time yall should check out my 2 other stories just note 'My Safe Place' won't be regulated updates until I complete Guesthouse while 'New Life' is being edited but yall should definitely give them a try🤧👋🏻

Chile anyways imma go throw myself in the mean time yall should check out my 2 other stories just note 'My Safe Place' won't be regulated updates until I complete Guesthouse while 'New Life' is being edited but yall should definitely give them a t...

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