Can we just do this?💫

i hope so🫀

i loved her and i still do,i loved her since i was 14,but that s the point,so much time and she still think about someone else,i wake up in the morning and i want to see her face,i want to take her hands to put it on my face and kiss her forehead. She gave me emotions,she tought me how to love,she told me she'll always love me,but look at us,we are so close but still far,aren t we?
I want to be the last or maybe i want to be hers,maybe i ask to much,thinking about what i was doing to her...I don t want to blame her,even if she did things too,i just want her trust,her hands,her mind,her lips,i want this just one more time and forever.I hope in one day we'll be in a car,drive so far and listen some music,laughing at her stupid joke,joking about us,about past and thinking about the final place.I want to realize we don t go anywhere and start to dreaming,one night with her in nature under a tree in a tent. A fire and us look at what we do,at what we have,just...looking at us,that s all i want,her,my dreams come true.