Summer Nightfalls (Completed) [R18]

5 : Troponin I

" I was offered a scholarship in the United States. A scholarship to study for my specialization. Pero hindi na ako aalis. I've decided. I'd rather practice as a doctor here with you than to be away from you. Hindi ko kakayanin." He said. Napatingin ako sa kaniya.

" Long distance relationship, I'd never thought we'd have that kind of relationship. But I'm willing to have it with you. Pangarap mong maging isang bihasang doktor sa neurosurgery, Luigi. That I cannot take that away from you. I know that it is your heart to be one of the best doctors." Wika ko pabalik sa kaniya.

Umiling siya

" My heart is to be with you, Ivana. It is where it belongs. You will always come first before anything else. Even my profession. I won't go. I've already decided. I will finish my residency here with you" Wika niya.

" But you cannot just give up what you really wanted just because you wanted to be with me, Luigi. Nandito lang naman ako. I will always support you all through out. May singsing mo na ako sa kamay ko. I am engaged to you. Hindi na 'yon mawawala" I assured him but he seemed not interested with what I wanted to propose to him.

" Paano kung umalis ko, may manligaw sa 'yong iba? Masguwapo sa akin. Masmagaling." He demanded.

" Lalandiin ko shempre pero hindi ko papatulan" I answered as a matter of fact. I heard him cursed out loud.

Piningot ko ang ilong niya.

" Seryoso mo naman. Wala akong ibang mamahalin bukod sa 'yo, Dr. Montenegro. Kahit ano pang mangyari. Lagi mong tatandaan na ikaw at ikaw lang ang lalaking mamahalin ko ng ganito. You will always have a special place in my heart. Kaya nga sana, pag-isipan mo. Sayang iyung pagkakataon mo sa States." I told him ngunit umiling lang siya at sinimulang halikan ako.

" Hindi na nga. I will not leave. Lalo na't alam kong papansin ka sa lahat ng guwapo. Ayokong maagawan. I don't want to take the risk with you. Masyado kitang mahal para itaya ang relasyon natin dahil lang sa ambisyon ko. I won't leave and that's final" He muttered then started giving me wet kisses.

We ended up making love on the couch. His decision had been final. Kahit ano pang gawin kong pangungumbinsi sa kaniya na umalis siya ay ayaw niya parin.

His father, Dr. Montenegro had always been a good father to him. Kung ano man ang desisyon ni Luigi ay sinusuportahan niya. Matagal ng nagretiro sa pagiging doktor si Dr. Vince Montenegro. Ang pumalit sa kaniyang puwesto bilang head of Surgery ay si Dra. Janine Boromeo pero hindi rin nagtagal ay si Dr. Ibarra ang pumalit at hanggang ngayon ay si Dr. Ibarra parin ang nakaupo bilang head of surgery.

MAAGA akong gumising kinabukasan at nakitang nakahubad parin ako. Amoy Luigi na ako. I smell like him. Dumikit na ata sa akin ang amoy ni Luigi.

His strong arm is wrapped on my waist. Tulog parin siya dahil halos alas tres na kami nakatulog kagabi.

Duty siya ngayon, at sa pagkakaalam ko ay may scheduled OR pa siya.

" Luigi" Pagbangon ko sa kaniya.

" You have to wake up. May OR ka ngayon kasama si Dr. Ibarra diba?" Tanong ko sa kaniya.

Umungol siya.

" Yes we have Babe" Wika niya. His bedroom voice is so erotic.

" Kaya gising na. Mapapagalitan ka kay Doc Ibarra kung hindi ka pa gigising diyan" I told him.

" Hmm how 'bout you? What time is your duty?" Tanong niya habang hinigpitan ang yakap sa akin at kinubabawan ako.

" 3-11. I'll just prepare coffee for you" I said but he kissed me.

" No need Babe. I know you're sore. Stay in bed. I'll just take a shower and leave. I'll come home for lunch" He muttered before giving me a kiss. I prepared his OR scrubs and his coat while he was taking a bath. Naligo na siya at umalis.

Nang makaalis siya ay dun ko napagtanto ang sakripisyong ginagawa niya para sa akin. He doesn't want to leave just because he wants to keep the relationship in good foundation.

Pero paano naman siya? Paano ang mga pangarap niya. He is a good doctor. I won't question that.

Naglinis muna ako saglit bago ako naglaba. I need to laundry the bedsheets because it was stained with his semen last night. Ayokong mangamoy semen niya ang kuwarto namin.

Hindi ko na namamalayang lunch na pala at hindi pa ako nakakapagluto. Luigi told me that he will come home. Kaya naman ay nagluto na ako ng mabilis para sa tanghalian namin. Simpleng ulam lang ang niluto ko para sa amin.

Ilang minuto pa matapos akong makapagluto ay dumating na si Luigi. He's wearing his usual polo attire when he came home and was smiling.

" Bakit ka ngiti ngiti diyan ha?" Tanong ko sa kaniya.

He instantly advanced in my direction and hugged me tightly before giving me a kiss

" You passed the NMAT babe. You're going to finally start your way up" He whispered. My scholarship in one of the biggest med school in the country was also approved. Kailangan ko kasenb ipasa ang exams nila para makakuha ng scholarship.

" Talaga?" I told him. He nodded. Ginawaran niya ako ng isang marubdob na halik.

" Yeah. My fiancee is going to study and be a doctor" He whispered.

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