Many times ay kamuntikan na rin na may mangyari samin but he respect me so much that we never went to far. I looked in to his eyes and saw how dark that is, binigyan nya ako nang matamis na halik at magaan na halik sa labi. we stayed there for a few minutes para kumalma sya
"Let's go," he said at hawak kamay kaming nag lakad papuntang classroom
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At last, we are here on our graduation day, I couldn't be happier. Valedictorian si Uno while Salutatorian naman ako, goals nga daw sabi nang mga kaybigan at kaklase namin. pero hindi un ang mas kinasaya ko, I'm happier because not only our academics are good but also our relationship, going strong kami and at last our parents already knew and accepted our relationship.
And here we are at our Graduation Ball celebrating, the party was great and everyone is enjoying there self some are dancing and some are eating, and throughout the night ay hindi kami ma pag hiwalay ni Uno. After the party napag desisyonan nang barkada na mag bar hopping, nung una ay ayaw kong sumama but our friends convinced us since deserve naman namin mag enjoy dahil puro na lang kami aral, we arrived at the bar and since nasa legal age naman kami ay wala kaming problemang maka pasok.
We dance and drink all night, we are both drunk when we arrived at the hotel room, we booked it since malayu ang venue sa bahay. Pag pasok namin ay dimeretsyo ako sa banyo para mag sipilyo and to take a bath para mahimasmasan na rin ako. Pag labas ko ay naka higa na si Uno sa kama, kinalabit ko ito
"Baby mag toothbrush ka muna, amoy alak ka" sabi ko dito. but instead of doing what I told him to do ay hinila lang ako nito, I landed on his chest at automatic na niyakap ako nito. Napa tingala ako sa kanya and looked at his handsome face. Pogi talaga ng mokong na to napa isip ko. He opened his eyes and stared unto me intensely, I see love in his eyes and desire.
"I love you" He said to me, I smiled at him at ako na mismo ang unang humalik dito, our kiss was so passionate and full of love, I know what will happen if I won't stop him, but I love him so much that I'm willing to give my all to him. He took off my clothes and we did things only married people should only do.
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"OMG did you really do him?" I was studying at the library when I heard two girls talking behind my table. We're in third-year college now and yes kami pa din ni Uno, my love for him get stronger and stronger and I'm sure that his the man I will spend the rest of my life. Speaking of Uno his late, we are supposed to be studying together.
Lately, he's not around anymore, I know na wla naman akong dapat ika bahala, maybe his just busy with school alam kong mahirap ang kinuha nyang kurso, but I cant help myself to feel so sad. Miss na miss ko sya but I won't complain dahil priority namin ang pag aaral.
"Grabe his so big and he did something with my things na pina bilis nya ang pag labas ko" I heard them again, can't they talk about sex outside the library? Ang laswa naman kasi. "Best sex ko talaga si Uno" napa hinto ako sa pag susulat ng notes ng marinig ko ang pangalan ni Uno.
"Pero diba may girlfriend si Uno?" tanon ng isa.
"I don't really care, if I know hindi magaling sa kama yun kaya naman nag hahanap ng ibang makakama ung isa" I can no longer listen to them kaya naman tumayo ako sa kina uupuan ko at umalis sa library.
Imposibleng si Uno ang tinutukoy nila, he can't cheat on me. Mahal nya ako alam ko yun. Hindi kami mag tatagal ng 4 na taon kung hindi, baka ibang tao un pinag uusapan nila. Ginawa ko ang lahat para tanggalin sa isip ko sa na rinig ko but I can't get it off my head.
I tried calling his number but he's not answering so I just texted him, nag lalakad ako sa hallway ng ma salubong ko ang isa sa mga kaklase ni Uno, I asked her kung nakita nya ba si Uno.
"If I were you, I should put a leash on your man" Makabuluhan na sabi nito, I asked her kung anong ibig sabihin niya. "You should check the abandoned classroom on the east wing, you should see it yourself" Sabi nito at umalis na.
Parang may sariling mga isip ang mga paa ko at nag lakad sa east wing, I didn't even know that I can walk that fast. Pag rating ko dun ay tahimik ang buong kapaligiran. Pinag loloko lang naman siguro ako nung babae paalis na ako when I hear a wood creek and followed by moans. I followed the moans and almost faint when I saw where the moan come from.
I can see Uno fucking some random girl from behind, naka uniform ito but his pants are down and I can see clearly where they're connected, ang babae naman ay hubad na hubad and I can see kung gano ka sarap na sarap ito sa ginagawa ng boyfriend ko. Para akong na pako sa kina tatayuan ko, sumisikip and dibdib ko my heart raised. Galit ako, galit na galit ako.
"Fuck may tao" napa hinto sila nang makita ako nung babae, lumingon naman sakin si Uno.
"Delilah let me explain" Sabi nito at dalidaling nag bihis nang pantalon hindi ko na sya pina tapos ako na mismo ang lumapit sa kanya at binigyan sya nang mag ka bilaang sampal. I looked at the girl that is now covering herself by her uniform.
"Have fun fucking him, we're over" I told her and left the room, saka lang lumandas ang mga luhang kanina pa gustong kumawala. I can hear my heart breaking into million pieces and the word why?
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"Baby please let's talk" Habol ni uno sa kin sa coridor isang umaga. Tatlong araw ang naka lipas at tatlong araw ko na rin syang iniiwasan.
"Wala na tayong dapat pag usapn Uno" Malamig kong sabi sakanya, I'm still walking and felt his hand on my arms. Huminto ako sa pag lalakad at sinalubong ang mga mata nya.
"Please just let me explain" He begged, hindi ako nag salita hinayaan ko syang mag salita. "It was a mistake, hindi ko sinasadya ang nangyari" simula nito
"Hindi sinadya?" Tanong ko "You didn't mean to put your dick inside her pussy?" dagdag ko
"Delilah I'm sorry, please ayusin natin to, mahal kita I can't leave without you. Patawarin mo na ako" He demand.
"You don't have the right to demand for forgiveness Uno. Ayusin? sira na tayo, I can't trust you anymore" sabi ko sakanya at tinalikuran sya
"Wag mong itapon ang apat na taon Delilah" Rinig kong sabi nya. lumingon ako at sinampal sya
"Ang kapal nang mukha mo, ikaw ang nag tapon ng relasyon natin Uno, nang pag desisyonan mong ilagay ang utin mo sa ibang pekpek." Madiin na sabi ko sakanya "Sobrang sakit Uno, binigay ko naman ang lahat sayo, pero bakit nagawa mo parin akong lokohin?" I felt a tear fall down my cheek. "May kulang ba, may mali ba akong nagawa?" tanong ko sa kanya, he did not talk. hinila ko ang kwelyo nya at pinalapit ang mukha nito sakin "Tell me may mali ba akong ginawa!?" sigaw ko sa mukha nya.
"I'm sorry" he said.
"I'm sorry?, yun lang ang kaya mong sabihin?" I asked him saka binitawan ang kwelyo nito. "Do me a favor and don't show your face to me I don't wanna see your face anymore" malamig na sabi ko sakanya at umalis sa harap nito.
Nung una ay nag lakad ako pa layu dito kalaunan ay I find myself running, tumakbo ako ng tumakbo. While running my face filled with tears and blocking my vision I didn't care where I'm going I just want to run away from my pain.
Na higa ako sa damuhan at tumingin sa langit, it was gloomy just like how I feel right now. unti unti ay naramdaman ko ang mumunting patak ng ulan sa aking mukha kasabay ng aking mga luha, I cried again but now I promised to myself that this will be my last tears.
to be continue
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