Chapter 15

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*10 weeks later*

It has been ten whole weeks and this week I am cleared to dance again, boy am I nervous.

I walked into the studio, where everybody that lived in the house was, they all gave me disgusted looks.  I sighed.

"NOw take the boot off" Amanda instructed.  I did as told and then walked around in the space provided, it felt weird.

"Can you turn on it" I did my usual turns and it felt fine, I nodded.

"Do your solo Broken girl" I did as told.  When I finished everybody clapped.

"You're back baby" Amanda yelled hugging me, I smiled.

"I'm back and here to stay" I said.

"Well let's put it to the test this week you have a solo, a duet with Callie, a trio with Heaven and Neveah, and you're in a group dance" she said, I nodded.

It was time for my solo and I was so excited, I love solos so much.  

"This week your solo will be a jazz solo to the song Baby I'm a star by prince" Jazz is not my strong suit.

She taught me the dance and I did it.  "Wow you're amazing" she smiled.

That took about two hours.  Callie then walked in.  "Okay girls you two will be doing a lyrical solo to "I Turn to You" by Christina Aguilera"  

"Now this is a song about best friends" she said.

She taught us the dance and I loved it, but me and Callie aren't really friends anymore.

After about two hours Amanada stopped us.  "Look you two will not win unless you can act like you're best friends, now I want you two to work out any problems you have and become best friends again, then you will surely win with this duet" she explained, we both nodded and she walked out, leaving us alone.

"Callie are we really going to let my one stupid mistake cost us our friendship?" I asked.

"YOu crushed Lucas, you hurt him so bad" 

"I know and if I could go back in time I never would have done that I really love him Callie I do" I said starting to cry,

"Then go talk to him" she said.  I nodded and she hugged me.  I wiped my eyes and walked up to his room, not caring that I was in dance wear and that I was sweaty.

I opened his door without knocking, only to see him in there making out with PARIS!  He pulled away and then his eyes met mine.  Tears spewed from my eyes and Paris just smirked.  I turned around and started running.  I ran out the front door, the alarm went off, but I didn't care.  Maybe I would get kicked out.

I felt light headed so I stopped running.  I turned around and saw Lucas.  "London" he yelled.

"What" I snapped as he got closer, he stopped right in front of me.

"Why are you mad you made out with Hayden" he said.

"And I regret that so much, and it was an accident, you on the other hand made out with my ex best friend/sister and that is unforgivable.  I went up to your room to tell you how sorry I was and that I loved you and if I could go back, I would have never made out with him and that I love, but you know what just forget it.  Forget about us" I yelled tears streaming down my face, everybody who lived in the house circled around us and camera men were filming this.

"London..."

"I never thought you were the type of person who would do something like this" I said.

"Are you forgetting that you also made out with somebody" he said.

"No it won't quit replaying in my mind and I'm so fucking guilty I can't take it anymore I don't even like him I only like you, but you did something way worse and I only made out with him once.  How many times have you and her made out?" I yelled at him, tears steadily falling from my eyes.

"A few times" he mummbled.

"Exactly, you are unbelievable" I said.

"Oh I'm unbelievable I was moving on like you should" he yelled at me, causing me to flinch.

"I should have known guys like you don't love girls like me" I whispered and walked past him, I pushed through the crowd and started walking back to the house.

"London that's not what I meant" I heard Lucas yell, I spun around.

"You said it so you obviously meant it" I said, I turned around again and I felt somebody grab my arm, I turned around and saw Lucas.

He let go of my arm.  "London you know I love you" he said.

"I thought I did, but now I'm not so sure anymore" I said.

"It was a mistake, you said it yourself all humans make mistakes, if I can forgive you then you should be able to forgive me" he said.

"You did something totally different then I did" I said.

"NO I really didn't" he said.

"Yes you did, I didn't make out with your ex best friend multiple times" I yelled, I spun around and started running back to the house.

"LONDON" I heard him yell, I continued running,  I got to the house and ran up the stairs and to my room.

I locked my door and colapsed on my bed in sobs.

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