Sloan

Chapter 16 - Halloween

I'm with Issac.

The boys all decided on maid costumes for their group costume.

They all look fucking amazing but like ✨Issac✨.

Issac.

I screamed when I saw him in his costume.

He's just so pretty.

We all went on some rides together but now I and Issac are on our way to a rollercoaster. He said he hates them but he also loves them.

We get in line and Issac looks really scared so I reach over and grab his hand.

He looks down at our hands and softly smiles.

We get up to the front and give the woman our tickets.

She's wearing a sexy nurse costume and I hear one of the people behind us mutter a small 'slut'.

"Yo! We don't slut-shame in this house." I turn around and frown at them.

"Not cool," Issac says.

"Yeah, no more of that, alright? Alright." We turn back around and we get on the ride.

"You alright?" I ask him.

"Yep." He says.

The worker comes over straps us in and the ride slowly starts.

We dropped and Issac screamed. I laughed when we made a fast turn and Issac screamed again.

"You're mean." He yells.

The ride does a loop and then finishes.

"That was fun huh?" I smirk at him. He looks like he's about to hurl.

"Fuck you." He says.

"Gladly," I mutter before following him.

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We ended up going on the teacup ride, another roller coaster, a haunted house, and when we got bored we had a vine-quoting contest which I won, obviously.

Right now, we were about to go on the Ferris wheel but he walked off.

I looked around to try and spot him but I couldn't.

That made my anxiety fly through the roof.

There are so many people and they all look the same.

People start bumping into me and start getting close.

Too close.

I start breathing heavily and my eyes fill with tears.

Where is he?

"Fuck. Fuck. Fuck." I mumble as I try squeezing through the crowds of people. I finally get through and sit in front of a vacant ride.

I try to stop my tears while clutching my chest.

Breathe.

Just breathe.

I try to slow my breathing but I hear a kid scream which makes me breathe even harder.

I need a distraction.

I close my eyes and think of my mom.

I remember when she would cook and when-

My thoughts are interrupted by two arms wrapping around me.

I immediately try and push the person away. They just grab onto me tighter and stroke my hair.

"Hey, calm down. It's ok. I'm here." The person sounds really familiar but I still don't register exactly who it is.

"Get the fuck off of me." My breathing is getting even worse and I can't stop crying.

"Tyler. Tyler hey, look at me. It's ok." The person grabs my chin and pulls my face to the side.

They're still blurry but I recognize the blond hair.

It's Issac.

He's here.

I grab onto him and try to slow my breathing.

"Hey, focus on my breathing ok, and the sound of my heart. Listen to it. Try and figure out a rhythm ok?" I do as he says and listen.

I eventually calm down but I'm still crying. We've gotten some weird looks from people but Issac shooed them off.

"Are you alright now?" He asks gently.

"Fine." I croak.

"It's up to you what we do now, ok? What do you want to do?" He asks while kissing the top of my head.

I'm exhausted but I also don't want to disappoint my friends.

"I'm gonna get cleaned up and then we'll go meet up with the others. Is that ok with you?" I want to make sure he's ok with it too.

"Yeah, as long as you're ok with it." He nods.

"Well, let's go then." I grab his hand to ensure no one gets lost again.

Hi so the panic attack is based on ones that I've had in the past but I'm not the best at describing it so I'm sorry if it's not the best.

Also, I've had a lot more motivation and inspiration to write so I'll probably update more, and yea :)

Thank you CUMINMYCEREALS for the new cover