White Demon

The Fallen Angel

Angels, fallen risen and broken, one of which I had fallen victim to. I was cast out of heaven for a mistake I do not remember. I am still in my true form, but this world is of strange amenity and unlawful fortune. Where am I? For I am of light and hope, I do not understand. Sitting by a tree I cling to my side, the feeling of guilt and betrayal never leaves a persons mind. For I am an angel, and I do not belong here. For I know that the Lord does not do things without a reason, I must trust in him and all that he has done. For I am not alone. It's like I have a thorn in my side, I must have done something terrible to have been casted down here, or maybe I must learn a lesson. This place is nothing like Earth, it is more like a fantasy. Neon and glowing light, which may never come upon Earth or be considered natural. Grabbing my horns I touch them to be reminded of my sins. The horns of a goat, an animal kept for the production of milk and cheese. Step one is complete, acknowledge what I have done and what the result was even if I do not completely understand what I had done wrong. Looking down at my feet I see that I still have the same clothes as before, made of light material glowing white like a neon sky. My horns glowing white, beautiful but terrifying, my teeth scary but also beautiful. Touching my skin I see that I am no longer the same angel I once was on the outside, but I still am the same in the inside. Suddenly I am not startled but alarmed by a loud screeching sound off in the distance. Taking a step forward I walk towards it, knowing that whatever it is can not be of harm but hope. Suddenly, white light surrounds me like fairies dancing to a song. Their wings of pure joy and happiness, then darkness as red light surrounds them and they disappear. I feel deep sadness, like it was a sign, that this world once so wonderful and pure is now full of malice and blackness all around. I want to discover more, I am too curious to turn back. Following the dirt path I am met with a tiny house made of flowers and windows made with pyrite and tiny sticks. Suddenly tiny mice come running out squeaking and panicking. Putting my hands in front of me, the only thing I could think of is to bow on one knee. So I quickly but gracefully and kindly bow on one knee. As a sign of respect and and as an apology for the panic I had caused them. In my mind no matter how small nor how big the creature is, all must be respected. Bowing my head I apologize, suddenly my head is lifted up with a finger. A man, wearing white and covered in floral essence smiles at me. "Do not worry, we were only playing." his eyes color changing to match his emotion goes from yellow to a soft blue then purple. "I'm sorry." I say trying not to show my serious expression. Standing up he reached his hand out to me and I take it lifting up as well. "My name is Admon, and these are my people." Looking over his shoulder I see many beautiful faces with beautiful green eyes. "Don't worry it is not you they are afraid of." Looking up I wonder and ask. "Who is it they are afraid of?" Looking down at the ground he has a vacant serious expression, pained with beauty and malice. His eyes changing from purple to red, light from his finger tips fills the air and a picture of a village is shown. "These... monsters, invaded my Kingdom and terrorized it's people." Monsters with earie and large red eyes appear, their hands covered with fur and nails as large and long as a sword appear slaughtering and taking the lives of these people standing before me. I could barely stand to keep watching, I silently avert my eyes and turn to Admon, whose eyes are getting deeper and deeper with sadness watching and reliving his memory of his kingdom falling to ruins. Suddenly the light that was once showing slowly averts from its position into his eyes, and are now a dark and deep blue. "I'm so sorry this happened." Taking his hand his eyes shift from a soft blue to a dark blue and back again. "Come inside, you can stay with us for the time being." Confused I ask one question. "How am I going to be able to fit?" Smiling he waves his hand and a beautiful and divine light covers my whole body and I am the same size they were when I first saw them. Soon they are all the same as they once were and he leads me inside.