I thought I was his,he was mine
"Just me and you"
"Baby"
"Ryan I love you"
"Your the one for me"
"I can't live with out you"
My first love
Should have never dated a older "man"
Or should I say boy
I drove to his house on a nice summer day
I knocked on the door, no answer but it cracked open
I saw shoes and ladies shoes being thrown on the floor
with jackets
I bought him that jacket..
Then something caught my eye
a thong, a red thong on the floor
I walked to his room the door was shut,
All you could hear was moans.
I swung it open and there stood,
Joey eating a girl from the inside out.
She moaned once and I saw her face
The girl he says he "hated" Makinzy
I stood still with fear
"Joey" I cried out
Seamed like that's the only words I could say
he turned his head facing me, you could see the guilt in his eyes
"Ryan I'm sorry I'm so sorry RYAN NO"
He stood up covering his "m"
"Oh no, don't mind me I was just Getting my stuff" I whispered and went to his draw and got out all the gifts I gave him
"Ryan" joey called grabbing my arm
"No keep going,i think you made her super wet"
He flipped my waist making me face him
"kiss me" he whispered
I struggled to pull away,
"Suck my dick" I spat
I took the chance
I grabbed his"m" punched it making him cry
"Bye two inch ass hoe"
Then ran out the door, leaving everything behind
I got in the car and started to drive away
I drove to my best friends house,
Dylan
I pulled onto the pavement of the house I remember since kindergarden
"Ryan" he called from the porch
Tears were escaping my eyes
He ran up to me and gave me a big Dazuat hug
"Are you ok" he mumbled
I just hicked and moaned and cried but in between I yelled out Joey
He picked me up like a baby
my legs wrapped around him
Arms tight around his neck
He carried me to the house
He sat down putting me onto his lap and cradling me like a baby
His mom walked in and sighed
"Ryan" she whispered
After all my crying I finally closed my eyes slipping away from my pain,then going to a state of place with no harm
My dreams
