" no mom plea2e not riight now we 2tiill need you..plea2e"

"I-I'm sorry.."

She slowly closes her eyes as mituna looked at her and buy his ear on her chest and freak out

"M0m?..m0m?!..M0M N0 M0M D0NT g0!"

I looked at her body as I shake a bit more to wake her up

" mom no mom plea2e come back no waiit don't leave me alone!! Don't leave U2 alone!!"

There was no response from her I layed her down as I sobbed next to her

" you promii2ed mom..you promii2e i2 you won't leave U2...!"

I put my head on her chest and sobbed there for a few seconds until mituna starts to sing our songs that my mom used to sing

" y0u'r3 b4by blu35...*sniff* 50..50 full 0f w0nd3r.."

I looked at him with tears and looked at me mom and cried even harder as Eridan grabs my shoulder I looked at him he had watery eyes he kneels down next to me as I hugged him tightly. And listen to mituna sing

"Y0ur curly cu35 your c0nt4g10u5 5m1l3...4nd...4nd 45 1 w4tch..you 5r4t t0 gr0w up.."

I pulled my mom close to me and screamed.

" I'm 2orry that trouble Ii got you Iin mom..II love you mom don't fuckiing go!!"

I cried even harder remembering how my mom use to smile and laugh

"Gog.."

Mothers pov:

I was in a dark room nothing I could've seen until I hear familiar voice calling for me.

"Honey?"

"Oh Gog...Simon is that you?"

There was a bright white light I walked over to it as I see a hand reaching out for me as Simon says.

"No but trust me your husband is some where here."

I slowly grab his hands as he pulls me into the light then I covered my eyes as the brightness was in my eyes then the brightness lowered down as I slowly uncovered myself and smiled and hugged the person in front of me

"Dad!"

"Haha I thought you where you mother sweetie"

"I missed you dad..oh no my boys!"

He sadness a bit as he takes a piece of the cloud and turns it around to me as he blows softly then I see the image of Sollux and Mituna crying over to me hugging me and kissing me

" no..dad I need to go back."

" I don't know sweetie well there's a way."

"What is it"

" be there angel"

"Angel?"

"Yes you must protect them
And never ever let anybody hurt them if you want to still care of them sweetie you have to take the quest then or just stay here and let them take on them self"

"There's must be a other way dad."

"Well there always an other way my little flower I just don't want you getting hurt again..."

"I need to go back dad I now you miss me and I miss you but HOWS going to take care of them if the foster takes them there going to be apart from each other then they might run away dad at lease let me ask billy to take care of them or speak to them one more time!"

I said as I tear up then the imagine of the could Sollux and mituna was walking to billys office as billy comes back and throws the guy in to the cop car and says

" if I see this fucker again I will kill him do you fucking hear me huh?!"

"Oh god.."

I teared up as my dad hugs me tightly and kisses my cheek and he moves his hand around me as I see the bakery around me then I hear my dads bovine echo in my head

" I love you sweetie I will always love you."

"Thanks "

I was back in the bakery then I here sobbing and sniffing my eyes widen as I turned around an I see Sollux crying on the floor my body was gone billy hugging the boys for me as Eridan lean his head on Sollux shoulder I tried to say something nothing came out of my mouth. My lips were moving but not a word came out then I looked at myself I had a white dress then my skin was perfectly good and my stomach wasn't wound it was like I dies perfectly fine but then again my body wasn't there so? I don't know I floated over to the boys as I looked at them

*my baby's...*

I thought to myself as I tried to touch sollux's face my hand went right thru him I freaked out and pulled my hand away and teared up a bit

"I'm so sorry you had to see that guys..."

Billy says as Sollux gets up and head to the bathroom and slams the door and locks it then I followed him and walked thru the door i peek my head in as I see nothing then I hear a slight son or sniff I looked down as he was against the wall grabbing his head saying

"IIt2 all a dream..iit2 all ju2t a..."

He grabbed his head a little tighter then gets up and punches the wall making a hole I covered my mouth as I floated over to him and grabbed his shoulder tried to hug tell him everything is okay but...I can't I can't even touch him..I can't even speak to him..tears run down my face as I tried and tried to make him hear me or even felt my touch but nothing's working Sollux relaxes his shoulders and gives up and let's everything go then he reaches out soft something from his pocket I looked at what he had and he had a knife..

*why does he have a knife?*

(WARNING THE CUTTING PART IS COMING RIGHT NOW)

I said to myself as he pressed the knife against his wrist my eye widen and more tears come down I looked around and floated out the restroom everybody was still sad I quickly floated over to billy and mituna and I screamed and tried to scream for them but only air came out I shake my head and floated over to Eridan and waved my hands In front of him but he doesn't seem to notice me I cried more as I banged the table then Eridan jumps I looked at my hand as I had an idea I touched his face then he freaks out and jumps out of the chair

*c-can he feel me?*

I thought as I floated over to him and touched his face him again this time he touched his cheek and freaked out a bit I smiled and floated over to the bathroom and then I see Sollux on his knees with his blood dripping down his arm he was on his fourth cut my eyes widen as I floated back to Eridan and thugs his cape as he raised an eyebrow I was getting mad because I couldn't do any- wait does this mean that Sollux could feel me?

I stood there for a while as I floated back to him and kneeled down and he was crying of course. I cried even more for looking at him like this right before he was going to cut again I quickly touched his cheek and wiped his tears his eyes widen as he touches his cheek with the knife on his hand. He looked around as he felt my touch I cried of joy of bit then tried to talked to him.

" Sollux...please..no more cutting"

"M-mom?"

*He heard me?..HE HEARD ME MY BABY HEARD ME OH THANK GOD.*

"Yes Sollux its mommy..ha you can hear me?"

Sollux pov:

God I couldn't take it I just had to right before I could cut myself again..I felt a hand on my cheek wiping my tears away my eyes widen and touched my cheek with the knife still on my hand I looked around but there was nobody here then I heard a familiar voice in my head.

"Sollux..no more cutting"

"M-mom?"
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Well there you go finally done sorry again guys homework but I'm getting my grades up so that's good and sorry about the cutting part well I did warn you but still sorry so.

Well until next time bye

~Homestucklover

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